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2019年10月31日 16:19

【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【孙】【忠】【晓】【,】【8】【0】【后】【写】【作】【者】【,】【祖】【籍】【山】【东】【临】【沂】【,】【《】【星】【星】【》】【诗】【刊】【特】【邀】【通】【讯】【员】【。】【神】【舟】【诗】【社】【创】【始】【人】【,】【“】【神】【州】【诗】【群】【”】【的】【创】【建】【者】【与】【发】【起】【人】【,】【曾】【任】【神】【舟】【诗】【社】【社】【长】【兼】【《】【神】【舟】【诗】【刊】【》】【总】【编】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【主】【编】【《】【山】【西】【青】【年】【诗】【人】【诗】【选】【》】【,】【参】【与】【主】【编】【《】【山】【西】【8】【0】【后】【2】【0】【家】【》】【,】【与】【人】【合】【著】【有】【诗】【集】【《】【绿】【风】【》】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【现】【居】【太】【原】【,】【为】【某】【杂】【志】【社】【编】【辑】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【■】【孙】【忠】【晓】【的】【诗】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【_】【孙】【忠】【晓】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【■】【想】【象】【之】【雪】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【今】【夜】【将】【会】【有】【雪】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【吸】【掉】【黑】【色】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【月】【光】【从】【千】【里】【之】【外】【赶】【来】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【个】【女】【孩】【斜】【插】【着】【白】【花】【,】【在】【问】【路】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【六】【瓣】【雪】【花】【的】【宝】【石】【,】【我】【只】【占】【一】【瓣】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【无】【数】【个】【女】【孩】【在】【问】【路】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【冬】【天】【将】【怀】【念】【冻】【坏】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【仿】【佛】【看】【见】【遥】【远】【的】【哈】【尔】【乡】【村】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【个】【低】【着】【头】【,】【会】【移】【动】【的】【雪】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【不】【是】【一】【只】【飞】【走】【的】【鸟】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【走】【失】【的】【妹】【子】【带】【走】【了】【我】【的】【情】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【■】【四】【月】【十】【五】【日】【,】【桃】【花】【纪】【事】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【请】【蚂】【蚁】【把】【一】【朵】【落】【花】【挪】【开】【,】【它】【们】【是】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【座】【座】【残】【破】【的】【坟】【茔】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【月】【光】【那】【么】【永】【远】【,】【你】【那】【么】【近】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【除】【了】【我】【,】【每】【一】【个】【人】【都】【是】【富】【有】【弹】【性】【的】【动】【词】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【请】【再】【次】【取】【出】【,】【潜】【藏】【在】【桃】【花】【里】【的】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【把】【木】【梳】【,】【细】【软】【的】【雪】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【每】【梳】【洗】【一】【次】【就】【加】【厚】【女】【人】【的】【年】【轮】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【春】【天】【多】【么】【好】【,】【你】【多】【么】【无】【情】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【来】【世】【是】【一】【根】【容】【易】【腐】【朽】【的】【骨】【头】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【“】【像】【一】【列】【火】【车】【的】【往】【返】【,】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【模】【拟】【春】【天】【的】【动】【作】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【■】【在】【那】【片】【有】【我】【的】【乡】【村】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【如】【果】【足】【够】【仔】【细】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【或】【许】【能】【够】【找】【到】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【那】【片】【有】【我】【的】【乡】【村】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【可】【能】【只】【是】【一】【株】【草】【,】【一】【只】【蚂】【蚁】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【甚】【或】【,】【一】【小】【缕】【转】【瞬】【即】【逝】【的】【炊】【烟】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【条】【河】【里】【的】【鱼】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【甚】【或】【,】【没】【有】【甚】【或】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【即】【使】【你】【来】【了】【,】【也】【可】【能】【已】【找】【不】【到】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【那】【片】【有】【我】【的】【乡】【村】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【—】【—】【我】【想】【我】【该】【起】【身】【离】【开】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【为】【了】【空】【出】【乡】【间】【那】【一】【小】【片】【寂】【寞】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【■】【流】【浪】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【有】【些】【人】【无】【家】【可】【归】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【南】【腔】【和】【北】【调】【是】【两】【个】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【相】【依】【为】【命】【的】【词】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【场】【雨】【下】【来】【的】【时】【候】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【有】【些】【人】【,】【披】【着】【诗】【歌】【的】【外】【衣】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【街】【上】【瑟】【瑟】【发】【抖】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【他】【们】【迫】【切】【渴】【望】【在】【冷】【里】【取】【暖】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【■】【火】【车】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【火】【车】【是】【一】【匹】【凶】【猛】【的】【野】【兽】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【把】【我】【们】【这】【些】【善】【良】【的】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【关】【在】【笼】【子】【里】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【它】【逃】【跑】【,】【让】【我】【们】【助】【威】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【八】【千】【里】【平】【原】【上】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【正】【值】【壮】【年】【的】【火】【车】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【一】【匹】【被】【我】【们】【宠】【坏】【了】【的】【野】【兽】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【■】【春】【江】【花】【月】【夜】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【请】【把】【月】【光】【铺】【开】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【远】【山】【的】【古】【寺】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【像】【我】【们】【刚】【刚】【拿】【起】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【又】【放】【下】【的】【钟】【声】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【远】【行】【的】【诗】【人】【颗】【粒】【无】【收】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【把】【江】【面】【折】【叠】【好】【,】【放】【进】【衣】【袋】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【空】【气】【,】【有】【一】【点】【苦】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【拉】【二】【胡】【的】【人】【命】【若】【琴】【弦】【 】【■】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【(】【责】【任】【编】【辑】【_】【萧】【泊】【零】【羽】【)】【<】【b】【r】【>】

【<】【p】【>】【生】【老】【病】【死】【一】【代】【又】【一】【代】【人】【不】【断】【的】【将】【孝】【道】【传】【递】【着】【。】【数】【1】【0】【万】【年】【前】【人】【类】【的】【祖】【先】【在】【非】【洲】【大】【地】【上】【站】【起】【来】【。】【他】【们】【依】【靠】【进】【化】【升】【出】【了】【新】【大】【脑】【皮】【层】【,】【并】【以】【此】【获】【得】【了】【究】【极】【能】【力】【规】【划】【未】【来】【。】【但】【那】【时】【起】【,】【人】【类】【开】【始】【向】【往】【那】【一】【丝】【又】【一】【丝】【的】【美】【好】【,】【同】【时】【出】【现】【的】【孝】【道】【。】【千】【百】【年】【来】【从】【第】【一】【个】【朝】【代】【夏】【到】【第】【一】【个】【中】【央】【集】【权】【国】【家】【。】【再】【到】【唐】【宋】【元】【明】【清】【,】【朝】【代】【不】【断】【<】【u】【>】【作】【文】【h】【t】【t】【p】【:】【/】【/】【w】【w】【w】【.】【z】【u】【o】【w】【e】【n】【8】【.】【c】【o】【m】【<】【/】【u】【>】【变】【更】【。】【君】【主】【更】【是】【一】【代】【又】【一】【代】【,】【但】【孝】【道】【没】【变】【他】【的】【本】【质】【就】【没】【有】【过】【任】【何】【的】【改】【变】【,】【虽】【然】【解】【释】【不】【一】【,】【但】【孝】【道】【永】【远】【是】【那】【个】【孝】【道】【。】【<】【/】【p】【>】智飞生物【<】【p】【>】【我】【的】【故】【乡】【云】【梦】【自】【古】【出】【了】【一】【个】【大】【孝】【子】【&】【m】【d】【a】【s】【h】【;】【&】【m】【d】【a】【s】【h】【;】【黄】【香】【。】【他】【冬】【天】【为】【父】【母】【暖】【被】【,】【夏】【天】【为】【父】【母】【驱】【蚊】【。】【几】【十】【年】【来】【一】【直】【如】【此】【,】【他】【的】【孝】【心】【不】【是】【三】【分】【钟】【热】【度】【,】【而】【是】【伴】【随】【着】【一】【颗】【坚】【守】【的】【真】【心】【。】【无】【独】【有】【偶】【,】【董】【永】【也】【有】【着】【卖】【身】【葬】【父】【的】【感】【人】【故】【事】【。】【父】【母】【赐】【予】【了】【我】【们】【生】【命】【,】【所】【以】【他】【们】【是】【比】【生】【命】【还】【要】【尊】【贵】【的】【人】【。】【<】【/】【p】【>】

【<】【p】【>】【&】【l】【d】【q】【u】【o】【;】【孝】【&】【r】【d】【q】【u】【o】【;】【的】【行】【为】【说】【起】【来】【容】【易】【,】【做】【起】【来】【难】【,】【所】【以】【在】【日】【常】【行】【为】【与】【语】【言】【之】【中】【,】【要】【着】【要】【点】【,】【让】【对】【父】【母】【的】【一】【片】【赤】【子】【之】【心】【所】【突】【现】【,】【这】【才】【称】【得】【上】【为】【&】【l】【d】【q】【u】【o】【;】【孝】【&】【r】【d】【q】【u】【o】【;】【!】【<】【/】【p】【>】智飞生物【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【眼】【睛】【很】【涩】【,】【明】【明】【想】【哭】【,】【却】【不】【愿】【流】【下】【眼】【泪】【。】【我】【真】【的】【不】【知】【道】【,】【我】【们】【都】【怎】【么】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【雪】【,】【未】【下】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【是】【我】【一】【直】【在】【等】【的】【东】【西】【,】【天】【灰】【蒙】【蒙】【的】【就】【像】【我】【们】【将】【哭】【未】【哭】【的】【脸】【,】【空】【气】【里】【弥】【漫】【的】【寒】【冷】【,】【是】【谁】【潮】【湿】【的】【眼】【。】【天】【冷】【的】【时】【候】【,】【同】【学】【带】【了】【巧】【克】【力】【给】【我】【,】【甜】【腻】【的】【味】【觉】【让】【我】【在】【寒】【冷】【里】【格】【外】【难】【受】【,】【翻】【江】【倒】【海】【的】【不】【是】【胃】【,】【而】【是】【思】【绪】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【出】【现】【偶】【尔】【的】【耳】【鸣】【,】【是】【在】【提】【醒】【自】【己】【的】【支】【离】【破】【碎】【,】【让】【我】【怀】【疑】【自】【己】【是】【否】【真】【的】【适】【应】【现】【在】【的】【生】【活】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【一】【直】【不】【清】【楚】【,】【自】【己】【怎】【么】【一】【个】【人】【走】【着】【走】【着】【,】【就】【走】【到】【了】【这】【个】【地】【步】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【冬】【天】【,】【也】【许】【就】【是】【回】【忆】【的】【时】【刻】【。】【彼】【岸】【的】【花】【,】【早】【就】【落】【了】【吧】【,】【在】【寂】【静】【又】【肃】【杀】【的】【季】【节】【里】【,】【惊】【不】【起】【深】【海】【里】【长】【眠】【的】【人】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【其】【实】【我】【,】【很】【想】【睡】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【想】【起】【,】【自】【己】【对】【不】【起】【很】【多】【人】【,】【很】【多】【人】【也】【曾】【对】【不】【起】【自】【己】【。】【后】【来】【呢】【,】【后】【来】【大】【家】【去】【到】【不】【同】【的】【岛】【屿】【,】【转】【身】【看】【看】【身】【后】【是】【白】【茫】【茫】【的】【一】【团】【雾】【,】【我】【们】【再】【也】【不】【会】【真】【挚】【地】【彼】【此】【对】【望】【,】【再】【也】【不】【会】【,】【在】【回】【忆】【里】【勾】【勒】【出】【曾】【经】【的】【轮】【廓】【。】【时】【光】【也】【会】【老】【,】【在】【我】【们】【正】【渴】【望】【前】【进】【的】【时】【候】【,】【拉】【扯】【我】【们】【跌】【进】【流】【失】【的】【回】【忆】【,】【看】【曾】【经】【的】【挣】【扎】【,】【觉】【得】【可】【笑】【,】【直】【到】【笑】【出】【眼】【泪】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【而】【黑】【暗】【,】【就】【是】【眼】【泪】【最】【好】【的】【避】【难】【所】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【或】【者】【,】【只】【有】【我】【太】【愚】【钝】【,】【非】【要】【等】【到】【曲】【终】【人】【散】【,】【大】【幕】【落】【下】【,】【才】【知】【道】【应】【该】【一】【个】【人】【走】【回】【去】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【眉】【眼】【会】【逐】【渐】【开】【始】【淡】【默】【,】【仿】【佛】【装】【满】【故】【事】【。】【如】【果】【本】【来】【就】【是】【烟】【花】【一】【样】【的】【女】【子】【,】【一】【点】【哀】【戚】【,】【就】【疏】【疏】【落】【落】【地】【将】【风】【情】【全】【部】【引】【出】【来】【。】【也】【可】【能】【正】【是】【因】【为】【当】【初】【是】【这】【样】【地】【亲】【密】【过】【相】【爱】【过】【,】【等】【到】【后】【来】【,】【就】【连】【一】【点】【点】【背】【叛】【都】【接】【受】【不】【了】【吧】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【那】【段】【年】【月】【里】【,】【我】【们】【都】【是】【睚】【眦】【必】【报】【的】【年】【纪】【。】【一】【点】【委】【屈】【都】【忍】【不】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【场】【疼】【痛】【,】【颠】【来】【倒】【去】【地】【演】【,】【演】【得】【多】【了】【,】【就】【以】【为】【,】【那】【将】【会】【是】【自】【己】【的】【生】【活】【。】【演】【到】【散】【场】【,】【终】【于】【明】【白】【,】【那】【些】【锱】【铢】【必】【较】【,】【都】【只】【是】【台】【上】【风】【光】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【可】【是】【偏】【偏】【年】【少】【才】【轻】【狂】【,】【才】【能】【那】【么】【轻】【易】【地】【,】【刀】【剑】【相】【向】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【就】【像】【我】【们】【彼】【此】【说】【,】【放】【学】【一】【起】【走】【吧】【。】【然】【后】【就】【一】【起】【走】【了】【,】【一】【走】【就】【是】【一】【段】【青】【春】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【良】【辰】【美】【景】【,】【岁】【月】【无】【惊】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【年】【那】【月】【,】【只】【不】【过】【是】【我】【们】【自】【己】【非】【要】【这】【样】【孤】【注】【一】【掷】【地】【爱】【,】【爱】【得】【绵】【密】【坠】【地】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【怨】【不】【得】【他】【人】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【写】【一】【封】【信】【,】【长】【长】【的】【,】【寄】【给】【多】【年】【以】【前】【的】【,】【和】【多】【年】【以】【后】【的】【自】【己】【,】【看】【看】【她】【们】【,】【是】【否】【有】【身】【临】【其】【境】【的】【感】【触】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【原】【来】【就】【连】【我】【自】【己】【,】【也】【无】【法】【替】【代】【我】【自】【己】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【么】【到】【底】【是】【谁】【在】【时】【光】【里】【替】【我】【走】【了】【这】【么】【长】【的】【路】【,】【当】【最】【后】【要】【我】【踏】【上】【这】【一】【步】【的】【时】【候】【,】【竟】【然】【是】【全】【然】【无】【法】【接】【受】【的】【陌】【生】【感】【。】【到】【底】【是】【谁】【,】【在】【别】【人】【的】【记】【忆】【里】【替】【我】【存】【活】【了】【这】【么】【多】【年】【,】【以】【至】【于】【我】【忘】【了】【来】【路】【的】【痕】【迹】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【对】【不】【起】【。】【我】【在】【时】【光】【里】【行】【礼】【,】【却】【不】【知】【道】【在】【感】【谢】【谁】【,】【感】【谢】【谁】【奔】【跑】【了】【几】【亿】【光】【年】【的】【脚】【步】【来】【到】【我】【身】【边】【,】【再】【穿】【越】【数】【万】【米】【的】【海】【水】【,】【将】【我】【叫】【醒】【,】【而】【今】【我】【知】【道】【,】【身】【边】【穿】【梭】【游】【离】【的】【鱼】【,】【曾】【和】【飞】【鸟】【发】【生】【过】【一】【次】【爱】【情】【,】【我】【还】【知】【,】【海】【鸟】【和】【鱼】【相】【爱】【,】【只】【是】【一】【场】【意】【外】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【年】【华】【堆】【在】【浮】【生】【里】【间】【,】【已】【经】【错】【过】【了】【无】【数】【的】【云】【朵】【,】【黎】【明】【,】【花】【圃】【,】【海】【岸】【线】【和】【天】【幕】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【无】【数】【的】【胶】【片】【定】【格】【的】【时】【光】【是】【他】【们】【的】【,】【不】【是】【我】【的】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【依】【然】【试】【图】【在】【一】【些】【固】【定】【的】【事】【物】【中】【搜】【寻】【出】【一】【点】【蛛】【丝】【马】【迹】【,】【印】【证】【我】【早】【了】【然】【于】【心】【的】【那】【个】【他】【和】【谁】【仍】【是】【藕】【断】【丝】【连】【的】【答】【案】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【人】【也】【许】【只】【有】【经】【历】【过】【了】【,】【才】【知】【道】【自】【己】【到】【底】【想】【要】【什】【么】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【谁】【高】【中】【我】【初】【中】【,】【谁】【大】【学】【我】【高】【中】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【别】【人】【奠】【基】【理】【想】【时】【我】【还】【懵】【懂】【不】【知】【,】【别】【人】【颠】【沛】【流】【离】【时】【我】【还】【挑】【灯】【夜】【战】【,】【别】【人】【行】【将】【就】【木】【,】【我】【还】【热】【切】【地】【看】【着】【这】【个】【血】【红】【的】【世】【界】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【特】【别】【渴】【望】【,】【在】【最】【后】【一】【个】【夏】【天】【到】【来】【前】【,】【那】【些】【我】【珍】【惜】【的】【人】【们】【,】【还】【能】【再】【看】【我】【,】【眼】【神】【里】【会】【有】【流】【离】【生】【死】【的】【珍】【惜】【。】【会】【抬】【着】【我】【的】【下】【巴】【,】【轻】【轻】【地】【捏】【我】【的】【脸】【,】【隔】【着】【年】【华】【的】【疏】【离】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【年】【少】【的】【我】【们】【,】【都】【是】【那】【么】【美】【,】【哪】【怕】【没】【有】【华】【丽】【的】【衣】【食】【,】【哪】【怕】【没】【有】【完】【美】【的】【爱】【情】【,】【只】【要】【可】【以】【傻】【傻】【地】【固】【执】【下】【去】【,】【就】【像】【真】【的】【有】【翅】【膀】【一】【样】【总】【是】【用】【明】【亮】【清】【晰】【的】【眼】【,】【去】【张】【望】【别】【人】【的】【世】【界】【,】【充】【满】【好】【奇】【。】【只】【是】【我】【们】【都】【忘】【却】【了】【,】【那】【些】【颓】【败】【的】【,】【不】【正】【是】【我】【们】【日】【日】【流】【过】【的】【年】【华】【。】【我】【没】【有】【衰】【老】【,】【却】【已】【经】【苍】【白】【不】【堪】【了】【。】【一】【个】【人】【的】【心】【,】【最】【终】【在】【这】【样】【的】【穿】【梭】【中】【,】【累】【了】【,】【倦】【了】【,】【不】【愿】【再】【微】【笑】【了】【。】【一】【种】【危】【险】【的】【所】【在】【,】【正】【是】【在】【这】【些】【缱】【绻】【真】【假】【的】【人】【心】【情】【感】【面】【前】【,】【变】【得】【空】【虚】【而】【不】【再】【需】【要】【别】【人】【的】【关】【心】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【所】【有】【孤】【独】【迤】【逦】【的】【美】【,】【都】【具】【危】【险】【性】【。】【而】【所】【有】【忠】【贞】【的】【爱】【,】【往】【往】【最】【微】【不】【足】【道】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【像】【后】【来】【的】【我】【们】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【成】【千】【上】【万】【个】【路】【口】【,】【总】【有】【一】【个】【人】【要】【先】【走】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【很】【久】【以】【后】【我】【明】【白】【了】【月】【离】【为】【什】【么】【说】【我】【们】【一】【直】【在】【逃】【避】【。】【因】【为】【受】【不】【了】【日】【后】【巨】【大】【的】【分】【离】【,】【而】【选】【择】【了】【,】【早】【早】【地】【,】【一】【个】【人】【走】【很】【远】【。】【不】【必】【告】【别】【,】【不】【必】【哭】【泣】【。】【于】【是】【对】【于】【后】【来】【的】【我】【们】【来】【说】【,】【寂】【寞】【真】【的】【成】【了】【一】【件】【喜】【极】【而】【泣】【的】【事】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【在】【抗】【衡】【,】【一】【直】【都】【在】【。】【在】【繁】【华】【无】【限】【的】【都】【市】【面】【前】【,】【选】【择】【了】【一】【条】【荒】【凉】【的】【小】【径】【,】【不】【值】【得】【被】【期】【许】【,】【却】【要】【不】【断】【前】【行】【。】【然】【而】【用】【时】【间】【和】【心】【血】【筑】【起】【的】【城】【堡】【,】【也】【终】【抵】【不】【过】【衰】【老】【,】【一】【切】【都】【颓】【了】【,】【包】【括】【记】【忆】【里】【幸】【福】【的】【颜】【色】【。】【希】【望】【是】【怎】【样】【的】【轮】【廓】【,】【我】【们】【竟】【,】【都】【忘】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【谁】【的】【微】【笑】【,】【曾】【倒】【映】【着】【全】【世】【界】【的】【美】【景】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【看】【窗】【外】【的】【时】【候】【,】【老】【师】【在】【讲】【心】【比】【天】【高】【,】【命】【比】【纸】【薄】【。】【那】【些】【小】【说】【里】【有】【大】【段】【大】【段】【的】【心】【理】【描】【写】【。】【然】【而】【我】【们】【终】【究】【无】【法】【排】【斥】【这】【样】【的】【存】【在】【:】【有】【些】【东】【西】【,】【并】【不】【属】【于】【我】【们】【,】【关】【于】【它】【们】【,】【我】【们】【亦】【是】【不】【会】【得】【到】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【看】【见】【讲】【台】【上】【滔】【滔】【不】【绝】【的】【数】【学】【老】【师】【,】【在】【安】【静】【的】【夕】【阳】【下】【,】【我】【似】【乎】【越】【过】【她】【,】【看】【见】【了】【我】【们】【不】【远】【处】【晴】【朗】【的】【未】【来】【,】【灿】【灿】【生】【光】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【画】【在】【黑】【板】【上】【的】【空】【间】【四】【边】【形】【,】【就】【像】【是】【断】【了】【线】【的】【风】【筝】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【闭】【上】【眼】【,】【能】【看】【见】【青】【卓】【仑】【草】【原】【上】【不】【灭】【的】【天】【,】【死】【去】【的】【藏】【獒】【。】【尼】【泊】【尔】【昏】【暗】【的】【屋】【子】【里】【卡】【桑】【棱】【角】【的】【脸】【庞】【,】【喘】【息】【着】【的】【泥】【土】【与】【死】【亡】【的】【气】【息】【。】【我】【时】【常】【能】【想】【起】【这】【一】【切】【,】【就】【仿】【若】【这】【些】【是】【我】【的】【血】【液】【而】【不】【是】【她】【的】【人】【生】【。】【我】【甚】【至】【能】【依】【稀】【听】【见】【已】【经】【很】【远】【很】【远】【的】【召】【唤】【,】【是】【她】【给】【我】【的】【不】【忘】【的】【光】【。】【《】【大】【地】【之】【灯】【》】【里】【,】【我】【的】【迦】【南】【,】【我】【的】【卡】【桑】【,】【我】【的】【叶】【蓝】【,】【我】【的】【淮】【与】【简】【生】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【卡】【桑】【遇】【见】【叶】【蓝】【、】【是】【阻】【隔】【万】【水】【千】【山】【的】【晴】【暖】【。】【简】【生】【离】【开】【淮】【,】【从】【此】【不】【再】【见】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【爱】【与】【不】【爱】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【当】【我】【坐】【在】【教】【室】【最】【后】【一】【排】【,】【我】【又】【开】【始】【联】【想】【,】【胡】【思】【乱】【想】【。】【不】【习】【惯】【抬】【头】【,】【陷】【入】【沉】【默】【,】【周】【围】【很】【冷】【。】【我】【在】【冥】【冥】【之】【中】【感】【觉】【到】【,】【我】【于】【谁】【,】【都】【是】【不】【适】【合】【存】【在】【的】【负】【担】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【心】【里】【最】【大】【的】【伤】【口】【,】【是】【存】【在】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【成】【长】【也】【许】【就】【是】【一】【种】【伤】【痕】【遍】【布】【的】【痊】【愈】【。】【我】【的】【伤】【口】【,】【却】【从】【不】【肯】【安】【全】【地】【愈】【合】【。】【在】【伤】【口】【愈】【合】【的】【时】【候】【,】【不】【愿】【接】【受】【任】【何】【人】【的】【帮】【助】【。】【这】【就】【是】【我】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【他】【们】【说】【,】【遥】【栀】【,】【快】【乐】【一】【点】【。】【我】【知】【道】【,】【我】【一】【直】【都】【知】【道】【,】【快】【乐】【是】【可】【以】【拿】【出】【来】【共】【享】【的】【,】【而】【悲】【伤】【,】【最】【适】【合】【自】【己】【在】【深】【夜】【里】【慢】【慢】【体】【味】【,】【眼】【泪】【并】【非】【要】【在】【别】【人】【面】【前】【流】【下】【,】【那】【些】【软】【弱】【,】【也】【未】【必】【有】【人】【看】【得】【清】【楚】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【不】【过】【,】【我】【终】【于】【过】【了】【那】【种】【想】【起】【一】【些】【人】【就】【痛】【得】【不】【能】【自】【已】【,】【整】【夜】【整】【夜】【无】【法】【入】【睡】【的】【日】【子】【。】【能】【够】【在】【想】【起】【一】【些】【事】【的】【时】【候】【不】【再】【惊】【心】【动】【魄】【。】【不】【是】【我】【,】【感】【觉】【不】【到】【幸】【福】【,】【而】【是】【那】【些】【幸】【福】【的】【棉】【絮】【,】【都】【填】【补】【不】【了】【落】【寞】【的】【空】【洞】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【我】【轰】【然】【青】【春】【的】【背】【后】【,】【必】【定】【要】【有】【一】【种】【深】【不】【可】【测】【的】【坚】【韧】【力】【量】【,】【支】【持】【我】【微】【笑】【。】【那】【是】【一】【些】【记】【忆】【的】【片】【段】【,】【有】【疼】【痛】【也】【有】【梦】【想】【。】【甚】【至】【有】【无】【期】【的】【绝】【望】【。】【在】【春】【水】【浮】【藻】【的】【明】【灭】【间】【,】【我】【逐】【渐】【离】【开】【落】【寞】【的】【人】【们】【。】【不】【论】【是】【留】【在】【冬】【天】【还】【是】【什】【么】【,】【事】【实】【只】【有】【一】【个】【,】【那】【就】【是】【,】【夏】【天】【很】【快】【就】【会】【来】【。】【回】【到】【夏】【天】【,】【然】【后】【开】【始】【新】【的】【夏】【天】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【时】【光】【,】【也】【许】【会】【静】【止】【成】【一】【个】【平】【面】【,】【平】【面】【上】【是】【我】【们】【的】【胡】【乱】【想】【念】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【都】【忘】【记】【了】【,】【到】【底】【有】【多】【少】【人】【和】【我】【说】【过】【真】【正】【温】【暖】【的】【话】【,】【到】【底】【谁】【能】【为】【我】【做】【了】【真】【正】【温】【暖】【的】【事】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【已】【经】【听】【过】【了】【太】【多】【的】【情】【话】【。】【能】【够】【把】【我】【画】【在】【黑】【板】【上】【的】【眼】【睛】【,】【看】【成】【是】【桃】【心】【。】【我】【想】【这】【是】【最】【老】【套】【的】【情】【话】【了】【。】【那】【天】【我】【听】【见】【月】【离】【如】【是】【说】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【想】【如】【果】【,】【有】【一】【天】【,】【一】【个】【人】【的】【爱】【只】【剩】【下】【残】【骸】【,】【就】【不】【会】【再】【为】【谁】【死】【而】【无】【憾】【。】【我】【会】【安】【静】【地】【出】【现】【在】【这】【个】【世】【界】【的】【一】【些】【角】【落】【,】【发】【出】【灰】【蒙】【蒙】【的】【光】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 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】【恋】【曲】【,】【你】【看】【见】【了】【么】【。】【天】【空】【因】【为】【太】【蓝】【,】【就】【像】【不】【存】【在】【一】【样】【。】【然】【而】【我】【于】【你】【,】【不】【过】【是】【路】【人】【甲】【。】【也】【曾】【为】【你】【流】【过】【泪】【,】【随】【着】【风】【飘】【了】【很】【远】【。】【那】【是】【因】【为】【我】【从】【来】【都】【没】【想】【过】【,】【你】【曾】【在】【小】【说】【里】【写】【过】【的】【,】【那】【个】【在】【风】【里】【抹】【眼】【泪】【的】【人】【,】【最】【后】【竟】【然】【是】【我】【。】【一】【切】【都】【来】【得】【那】【么】【快】【,】【快】【到】【我】【们】【已】【经】【承】【受】【了】【却】【仍】【然】【束】【手】【无】【策】【,】【只】【能】【看】【着】【那】【些】【伤】【害】【,】【一】【点】【一】【点】【,】【把】【你】【我】【都】【剥】【落】【,】【直】【到】【露】【出】【了】【鲜】【红】【的】【血】【液】【,】【却】【感】【觉】【到】【了】【,】【前】【所】【未】【有】【的】【快】【感】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】

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【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【本】【期】【人】【物】【:】【凯】【文】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【凯】【文】【,】【1】【9】【9】【2】【年】【生】【。】【有】【时】【会】【有】【很】【奇】【怪】【的】【想】【法】【迸】【发】【,】【于】【是】【很】【努】【力】【地】【去】【做】【,】【哪】【怕】【是】【不】【可】【能】【有】【结】【果】【或】【会】【在】【其】【他】【人】【的】【干】【预】【下】【半】【途】【而】【废】【。】【对】【音】【乐】【有】【一】【种】【依】【赖】【感】【,】【没】【有】【音】【乐】【会】【疯】【,】【会】【活】【不】【下】【去】【。】【对】【自】【己】【所】【爱】【的】【东】【西】【很】【偏】【执】【,】【不】【想】【轻】【易】【改】【变】【。】【有】【强】【烈】【的】【欧】【西】【情】【结】【,】【喜】【欢】【那】【种】【简】【约】【而】【风】【度】【的】【美】【。】【钟】【情】【于】【黑】【白】【灰】【这】【样】【的】【素】【色】【,】【偏】【爱】【简】【单】【精】【练】【的】【线】【条】【。】【喜】【欢】【深】【刻】【到】【心】【里】【的】【东】【西】【,】【无】【论】【是】【文】【字】【还】【是】【歌】【词】【甚】【至】【是】【一】【段】【旋】【律】【。】【喜】【欢】【静】【谧】【的】【景】【色】【,】【喜】【欢】【旅】【行】【。】【把】【自】【由】【时】【间】【平】【分】【,】【一】【半】【给】【朋】【友】【,】【一】【半】【给】【自】【己】【。】【对】【人】【群】【兴】【味】【索】【然】【所】【以】【更】【多】【地】【选】【择】【安】【静】【与】【沉】【默】【。】【习】【惯】【低】【着】【头】【走】【路】【,】【愿】【意】【维】【持】【一】【种】【淡】【漠】【的】【表】【情】【,】【把】【自】【己】【的】【心】【境】【压】【得】【很】【淡】【然】【,】【厌】【恶】【大】【起】【大】【落】【的】【情】【绪】【变】【化】【,】【所】【以】【不】【喜】【欢】【感】【叹】【号】【。】【对】【文】【字】【有】【一】【种】【特】【殊】【的】【情】【愫】【,】【希】【望】【可】【以】【有】【一】【个】【关】【于】【照】【片】【、】【音】【乐】【和】【文】【字】【的】【旅】【行】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【让】【雪】【落】【在】【风】【景】【里】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【连】【续】【几】【日】【的】【大】【雪】【给】【地】【面】【覆】【盖】【上】【一】【层】【厚】【厚】【的】【白】【色】【,】【加】【上】【起】【初】【下】【的】【是】【雨】【,】【下】【层】【结】【冰】【,】【这】【层】【洁】【白】【更】【显】【得】【坚】【不】【可】【摧】【。】【树】【叶】【已】【经】【落】【尽】【的】【粗】【壮】【树】【干】【上】【积】【了】【很】【厚】【的】【雪】【,】【今】【天】【早】【上】【还】【清】【楚】【地】【听】【到】【了】【一】【声】【很】【清】【脆】【的】【树】【枝】【断】【裂】【的】【声】【音】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【从】【窗】【户】【里】【看】【出】【去】【,】【或】【许】【是】【有】【风】【吧】【,】【积】【在】【电】【线】【上】【的】【雪】【簌】【簌】【地】【往】【下】【掉】【。】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【像】【一】【片】【白】【色】【的】【海】【。】【我】【想】【我】【是】【没】【有】【勇】【气】【去】【躺】【在】【里】【面】【的】【,】【因】【为】【我】【相】【信】【那】【雪】【的】【厚】【度】【足】【以】【将】【我】【埋】【没】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【昨】【天】【不】【顾】【寒】【冷】【,】【便】【穿】【着】【单】【衣】【带】【了】【相】【机】【去】【拍】【雪】【景】【。】【出】【了】【公】【寓】【楼】【才】【怨】【念】【自】【己】【的】【懒】【惰】【,】【瑟】【瑟】【发】【抖】【地】【在】【雪】【地】【里】【深】【一】【脚】【浅】【一】【脚】【地】【走】【。】【快】【要】【冻】【僵】【了】【的】【手】【麻】【木】【地】【按】【着】【快】【门】【。】【在】【很】【洁】【净】【的】【雪】【地】【上】【写】【下】【朋】【友】【的】【名】【字】【然】【后】【拍】【下】【来】【。】【回】【家】【的】【时】【候】【很】【不】【走】【运】【地】【摔】【倒】【,】【但】【摔】【在】【雪】【地】【里】【却】【不】【会】【疼】【痛】【,】【反】【而】【带】【出】【了】【一】【点】【喜】【感】【。】【爬】【起】【来】【先】【确】【认】【了】【相】【机】【没】【有】【问】【题】【,】【然】【后】【一】【边】【走】【一】【边】【清】【理】【身】【上】【的】【雪】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【今】【天】【上】【午】【天】【空】【开】【始】【放】【晴】【,】【碧】【空】【和】【阴】【云】【在】【天】【空】【激】【烈】【地】【争】【斗】【,】【以】【至】【于】【让】【人】【看】【到】【阳】【光】【很】【刺】【眼】【而】【雪】【还】【在】【下】【的】【场】【景】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【依】【旧】【想】【拿】【相】【机】【去】【记】【录】【一】【下】【雪】【后】【初】【霁】【的】【景】【象】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【也】【许】【保】【留】【已】【经】【过】【去】【的】【影】【像】【并】【不】【是】【一】【个】【好】【习】【惯】【,】【但】【自】【己】【显】【然】【是】【习】【惯】【了】【这】【样】【的】【生】【活】【状】【态】【。】【有】【时】【候】【不】【经】【意】【便】【想】【起】【了】【很】【多】【过】【去】【的】【事】【情】【,】【便】【要】【去】【面】【对】【很】【多】【曾】【经】【经】【历】【过】【的】【喜】【悦】【、】【惊】【愕】【和】【伤】【感】【。】【记】【忆】【像】【光】【滑】【的】【肥】【皂】【泡】【,】【稍】【去】【触】【动】【便】【会】【破】【裂】【,】【溅】【得】【一】【点】【液】【体】【在】【身】【上】【。】【不】【明】【白】【为】【什】【么】【现】【在】【想】【起】【很】【久】【之】【前】【经】【历】【过】【的】【事】【情】【还】【会】【有】【当】【时】【的】【感】【觉】【,】【无】【论】【是】【欢】【喜】【、】【难】【过】【或】【是】【淡】【然】【,】【总】【是】【有】【身】【临】【其】【境】【的】【感】【觉】【。】【恋】【旧】【的】【人】【总】【是】【要】【在】【现】【实】【和】【记】【忆】【中】【来】【去】【,】【那】【种】【情】【绪】【的】【变】【换】【经】【常】【让】【人】【感】【受】【到】【瞬】【间】【的】【悲】【喜】【两】【重】【天】【的】【感】【觉】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【拿】【着】【相】【机】【站】【在】【很】【厚】【的】【雪】【地】【里】【看】【着】【飘】【落】【的】【雪】【花】【被】【刺】【眼】【的】【阳】【光】【镀】【上】【一】【层】【炫】【目】【的】【颜】【色】【。】【很】【多】【地】【方】【的】【雪】【从】【开】【始】【下】【雪】【到】【现】【在】【还】【没】【有】【人】【触】【碰】【过】【,】【洁】【净】【的】【像】【个】【很】【小】【的】【孩】【子】【,】【阳】【光】【和】【依】【旧】【在】【飘】【的】【雪】【花】【温】【柔】【地】【落】【在】【上】【面】【,】【没】【有】【一】【点】【声】【响】【。】【不】【平】【坦】【的】【雪】【面】【熠】【熠】【地】【闪】【着】【光】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【还】【未】【有】【人】【涉】【足】【的】【雪】【地】【里】【按】【了】【很】【多】【次】【快】【门】【,】【以】【至】【于】【被】【人】【用】【怪】【异】【的】【眼】【光】【注】【视】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【很】【多】【时】【候】【都】【会】【遇】【到】【被】【人】【嘲】【讽】【甚】【至】【鄙】【视】【的】【情】【况】【。】【之】【前】【的】【自】【己】【总】【习】【惯】【于】【和】【别】【人】【争】【个】【高】【下】【,】【不】【想】【做】【哪】【怕】【一】【丝】【的】【退】【让】【,】【自】【己】【曾】【认】【为】【随】【便】【退】【让】【会】【很】【逊】【。】【光】【阴】【缓】【流】【,】【现】【在】【自】【己】【已】【不】【再】【沉】【溺】【于】【与】【别】【人】【的】【争】【执】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【度】【拿】【这】【样】【的】【一】【句】【话】【来】【安】【慰】【自】【己】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【—】【—】【被】【人】【嘲】【讽】【的】【梦】【想】【才】【是】【值】【得】【去】【追】【寻】【的】【梦】【想】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【也】【许】【梦】【想】【现】【在】【已】【然】【是】【一】【个】【矫】【情】【的】【代】【名】【词】【,】【但】【自】【己】【还】【是】【在】【心】【里】【为】【梦】【想】【留】【了】【一】【片】【柔】【软】【的】【空】【地】【。】【就】【像】【洒】【落】【的】【雪】【,】【它】【的】【梦】【便】【是】【触】【碰】【到】【人】【间】【的】【柔】【软】【然】【后】【再】【回】【到】【天】【空】【。】【梦】【想】【并】【不】【是】【遥】【不】【可】【及】【,】【我】【们】【只】【是】【少】【了】【攥】【紧】【它】【的】【勇】【气】【。】【直】【到】【很】【久】【很】【久】【以】【后】【,】【少】【年】【时】【的】【记】【忆】【开】【始】【泛】【黄】【,】【再】【也】【没】【有】【什】【么】【青】【春】【供】【我】【们】【肆】【意】【张】【扬】【,】【我】【们】【会】【想】【起】【我】【们】【曾】【经】【的】【梦】【,】【被】【压】【在】【心】【底】【的】【梦】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【可】【以】【说】【我】【矫】【情】【。】【但】【厚】【厚】【的】【雪】【可】【以】【做】【到】【,】【我】【们】【又】【有】【何】【不】【可】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【之】【后】【找】【到】【了】【一】【块】【很】【大】【却】【很】【偏】【僻】【的】【雪】【地】【,】【完】【全】【没】【有】【人】【的】【足】【迹】【。】【那】【一】【片】【洁】【净】【是】【一】【段】【静】【谧】【的】【夜】【。】【阳】【光】【还】【没】【有】【开】【始】【蚕】【食】【这】【里】【,】【这】【里】【就】【像】【遗】【落】【在】【了】【时】【间】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【自】【己】【是】【喜】【欢】【这】【样】【的】【寂】【静】【的】【。】【在】【这】【样】【环】【境】【里】【不】【必】【顾】【及】【很】【多】【人】【的】【感】【受】【,】【所】【有】【的】【感】【觉】【都】【可】【以】【留】【给】【自】【己】【独】【享】【。】【人】【有】【的】【时】【候】【需】【要】【这】【样】【的】【贪】【婪】【和】【自】【私】【,】【在】【还】【未】【有】【人】【得】【手】【之】【前】【便】【一】【个】【人】【尽】【快】【享】【用】【完】【那】【无】【限】【的】【辽】【阔】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【路】【途】【比】【天】【空】【还】【辽】【阔】【,】【我】【们】【却】【一】【直】【踟】【蹰】【不】【敢】【前】【行】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【从】【墙】【那】【边】【伸】【出】【的】【积】【着】【雪】【的】【枯】【树】【枝】【很】【美】【。】【被】【埋】【在】【雪】【中】【的】【绿】【化】【用】【的】【绿】【枝】【很】【美】【。】【在】【雪】【地】【里】【挥】【着】【手】【的】【雪】【人】【很】【美】【。】【我】【不】【想】【惊】【醒】【你】【们】【的】【梦】【,】【你】【们】【继】【续】【睡】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【若】【是】【你】【们】【发】【现】【了】【我】【拙】【劣】【的】【姿】【态】【,】【你】【们】【尽】【可】【以】【忽】【略】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【想】【在】【雪】【地】【里】【和】【你】【们】【融】【为】【一】【体】【。】【请】【你】【们】【不】【要】【揭】【穿】【我】【不】【够】【精】【湛】【的】【演】【技】【,】【因】【为】【这】【是】【我】【现】【在】【的】【梦】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【这】【样】【的】【雪】【景】【里】【不】【适】【合】【思】【念】【却】【适】【合】【怀】【念】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【风】【吹】【过】【的】【下】【雪】【天】【,】【记】【忆】【里】【的】【一】【些】【离】【散】【从】【远】【处】【踱】【过】【来】【,】【把】【心】【弄】【得】【深】【深】【浅】【浅】【。】【不】【禁】【要】【去】【相】【信】【,】【在】【很】【久】【很】【久】【以】【后】【,】【我】【们】【不】【会】【是】【一】【群】【人】【而】【是】【一】【个】【个】【分】【散】【的】【个】【体】【。】【我】【们】【不】【会】【再】【一】【起】【醒】【来】【,】【一】【起】【睡】【去】【,】【一】【起】【谈】【自】【己】【的】【梦】【想】【。】【我】【们】【会】【像】【这】【雪】【一】【样】【反】【射】【近】【乎】【所】【有】【的】【阳】【光】【。】【我】【们】【会】【不】【愿】【与】【别】【人】【产】【生】【交】【集】【。】【我】【们】【只】【想】【沉】【睡】【在】【自】【己】【的】【梦】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【不】【再】【记】【得】【当】【时】【让】【人】【落】【泪】【的】【言】【语】【。】【不】【再】【记】【得】【那】【是】【怎】【样】【的】【一】【个】【拥】【抱】【。】【不】【再】【记】【得】【那】【场】【大】【雪】【里】【我】【们】【奔】【跑】【过】【的】【距】【离】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【否】【我】【们】【的】【相】【遇】【,】【我】【们】【彼】【此】【分】【享】【自】【己】【的】【梦】【想】【,】【就】【是】【为】【了】【印】【证】【幻】【灭】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【怀】【念】【这】【样】【的】【岁】【月】【,】【却】【不】【知】【道】【是】【给】【谁】【的】【纪】【念】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【风】【里】【夹】【杂】【了】【没】【来】【由】【的】【寒】【意】【,】【闭】【上】【眼】【睛】【握】【紧】【手】【才】【能】【让】【自】【己】【不】【颤】【抖】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【该】【往】【哪】【里】【走】【。】【该】【往】【哪】【里】【走】【。】【仿】【佛】【站】【在】【原】【地】【不】【动】【,】【闭】【上】【眼】【睛】【才】【能】【更】【清】【晰】【地】【感】【受】【这】【样】【的】【世】【界】【。】【好】【多】【年】【前】【的】【冬】【天】【仍】【记】【忆】【犹】【新】【,】【几】【千】【个】【日】【子】【前】【的】【雪】【仿】【佛】【是】【落】【在】【了】【今】【天】【。】【那】【时】【还】【不】【懂】【得】【思】【考】【未】【来】【,】【只】【知】【道】【在】【自】【己】【的】【世】【界】【里】【 】【自】【顾】【自】【地】【玩】【乐】【,】【完】【全】【不】【用】【在】【乎】【别】【人】【的】【感】【受】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【日】【子】【一】【天】【天】【过】【得】【很】【快】【,】【但】【究】【竟】【是】【什】【么】【一】【天】【天】【压】【在】【脊】【梁】【上】【,】【越】【来】【越】【重】【,】【像】【一】【只】【逐】【渐】【长】【大】【的】【怪】【兽】【,】【不】【间】【断】【地】【增】【长】【体】【重】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【感】【觉】【脚】【下】【是】【再】【也】【踏】【不】【出】【的】【冒】【险】【,】【一】【寸】【一】【寸】【向】【后】【退】【却】【,】【中】【间】【很】【快】【便】【隔】【了】【相】【当】【远】【的】【距】【离】【。】【费】【了】【很】【多】【心】【力】【去】【忖】【度】【命】【运】【的】【无】【常】【,】【到】【最】【后】【依】【然】【是】【没】【有】【结】【果】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【记】【得】【J】【a】【n】【e】【说】【过】【面】【对】【这】【个】【世】【界】【我】【们】【的】【态】【度】【应】【该】【是】【逆】【来】【顺】【受】【。】【到】【现】【在】【站】【在】【雪】【里】【迎】【着】【风】【才】【明】【白】【逆】【来】【顺】【受】【是】【个】【多】【么】【精】【彩】【的】【词】【条】【。】【生】【活】【里】【的】【事】【情】【并】【不】【是】【无】【力】【去】【面】【对】【,】【我】【们】【只】【需】【要】【遵】【循】【着】【它】【的】【规】【律】【,】【任】【由】【生】【活】【推】【着】【流】【落】【在】【时】【间】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【热】【血】【也】【许】【就】【是】【一】【念】【之】【间】【的】【事】【情】【,】【但】【真】【相】【很】【快】【就】【会】【浇】【熄】【内】【心】【的】【冲】【动】【。】【什】【么】【东】【西】【都】【可】【以】【讨】【价】【还】【价】【,】【除】【了】【真】【相】【。】【那】【是】【让】【你】【哑】【口】【无】【言】【的】【压】【力】【,】【委】【屈】【的】【你】【只】【能】【忍】【着】【泪】【咬】【着】【牙】【说】【放】【弃】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【凝】【重】【的】【空】【气】【会】【在】【下】【一】【秒】【睡】【去】【,】【那】【时】【我】【在】【你】【的】【梦】【里】【,】【那】【时】【我】【们】【不】【需】【要】【说】【放】【弃】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【俯】【身】【握】【一】【把】【雪】【抛】【向】【空】【中】【,】【散】【开】【的】【晶】【体】【在】【阳】【光】【里】【反】【射】【着】【好】【看】【的】【光】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【微】【笑】【着】【再】【次】【闭】【上】【眼】【睛】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【既】【然】【忽】【略】【我】【的】【是】【我】【自】【己】【,】【就】【让】【雪】【落】【在】【风】【景】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【无】【烬】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【不】【知】【不】【觉】【便】【进】【入】【了】【缠】【绵】【的】【秋】【雨】【季】【,】【过】【于】【丰】【富】【的】【雨】【水】【把】【这】【个】【季】【节】【的】【空】【气】【浇】【得】【有】【些】【潮】【湿】【,】【总】【让】【人】【感】【到】【不】【甚】【舒】【适】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【天】【清】【晨】【起】【床】【后】【拉】【开】【窗】【帘】【,】【灰】【色】【的】【水】【泥】【路】【面】【已】【丧】【失】【了】【原】【有】【的】【颜】【色】【,】【不】【平】【整】【的】【地】【面】【四】【处】【积】【了】【或】【多】【或】【少】【的】【水】【。】【偶】【尔】【也】【被】【打】【落】【在】【水】【里】【,】【像】【醉】【了】【酒】【一】【般】【在】【水】【里】【摇】【曳】【。】【照】【例】【打】【开】【窗】【户】【,】【清】【晨】【的】【风】【夹】【杂】【着】【细】【碎】【的】【雨】【滴】【以】【一】【种】【闪】【躲】【的】【姿】【态】【从】【窗】【子】【打】【开】【的】【缝】【隙】【进】【入】【,】【落】【在】【地】【板】【和】【身】【上】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【时】【才】【发】【觉】【我】【已】【经】【错】【过】【了】【夏】【天】【的】【尾】【巴】【,】【绚】【烂】【的】【夏】【季】【渐】【渐】【地】【随】【着】【撕】【下】【的】【日】【历】【纸】【远】【去】【。】【一】【场】【持】【续】【几】【天】【的】【秋】【雨】【把】【我】【结】【结】【实】【实】【地】【甩】【进】【了】【秋】【季】【,】【连】【走】【在】【路】【上】【都】【会】【感】【到】【身】【体】【被】【秋】【天】【的】【阴】【冷】【占】【据】【,】【不】【得】【不】【下】【意】【识】【地】【拉】【拉】【领】【口】【,】【以】【让】【自】【己】【单】【薄】【的】【身】【体】【增】【加】【点】【温】【度】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【回】【家】【路】【上】【看】【到】【地】【上】【大】【把】【的】【落】【叶】【,】【才】【想】【起】【之】【前】【似】【乎】【是】【很】【喜】【欢】【枯】【叶】【被】【踏】【碎】【的】【声】【音】【,】【于】【是】【便】【不】【厌】【烦】【地】【一】【次】【次】【将】【自】【己】【的】【体】【重】【凌】【驾】【在】【枯】【叶】【上】【。】【现】【在】【已】【想】【不】【起】【为】【何】【会】【迷】【恋】【那】【样】【的】【残】【酷】【,】【只】【记】【得】【当】【时】【的】【乐】【此】【不】【疲】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【前】【几】【日】【看】【到】【祖】【母】【戴】【着】【老】【花】【镜】【细】【致】【地】【做】【针】【线】【,】【不】【久】【,】【细】【密】【的】【针】【脚】【便】【在】【布】【料】【上】【铺】【排】【开】【来】【。】【蓦】【地】【,】【便】【感】【到】【一】【丝】【惆】【怅】【,】【年】【幼】【时】【的】【场】【景】【像】【海】【浪】【拍】【击】【礁】【石】【一】【样】【一】【幅】【幅】【涌】【上】【心】【头】【,】【本】【以】【为】【早】【已】【忘】【记】【的】【事】【情】【再】【一】【次】【浮】【现】【在】【记】【忆】【里】【,】【清】【晰】【得】【仿】【若】【隔】【日】【。】【那】【些】【为】【我】【留】【存】【的】【食】【物】【,】【那】【些】【冬】【日】【里】【祖】【母】【亲】【手】【缝】【制】【的】【棉】【衣】【,】【那】【些】【在】【父】【亲】【责】【备】【我】【时】【为】【我】【辩】【解】【的】【话】【语】【,】【现】【在】【又】【在】【哪】【里】【呢】【?】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【的】【,】【我】【长】【大】【了】【,】【我】【不】【再】【有】【那】【样】【多】【的】【时】【间】【腻】【在】【祖】【母】【家】【里】【,】【以】【至】【于】【那】【些】【为】【我】【留】【的】【食】【物】【不】【得】【不】【在】【坏】【掉】【之】【前】【被】【祖】【父】【祖】【母】【解】【决】【掉】【,】【那】【些】【棉】【衣】【也】【因】【自】【己】【的】【挑】【剔】【不】【再】【可】【能】【披】【在】【身】【上】【,】【那】【些】【辩】【解】【的】【话】【语】【也】【不】【再】【出】【现】【。】【我】【长】【大】【了】【,】【已】【经】【足】【够】【懂】【事】【,】【不】【再】【轻】【易】【使】【父】【母】【生】【气】【。】【这】【些】【东】【西】【就】【这】【样】【在】【时】【间】【的】【流】【转】【中】【,】【消】【散】【得】【不】【留】【痕】【迹】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】智飞生物【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【2】【0】【1】【0】【年】【1】【月】【2】【8】【日】【,】【传】【奇】【“】【遁】【世】【”】【作】【家】【、】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【作】【者】【塞】【林】【格】【于】【美】【国】【当】【地】【时】【间】【2】【7】【日】【在】【位】【于】【新】【罕】【布】【什】【尔】【州】【的】【家】【中】【逝】【世】【,】【享】【年】【9】【1】【岁】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【杰】【罗】【姆】【·】【大】【卫】【·】【塞】【林】【格】【1】【9】【1】【9】【年】【1】【月】【1】【日】【出】【生】【于】【美】【国】【纽】【约】【一】【个】【犹】【太】【富】【商】【家】【庭】【,】【1】【9】【4】【2】【年】【从】【军】【,】【1】【9】【4】【4】【年】【前】【往】【欧】【洲】【战】【场】【从】【事】【反】【间】【谍】【工】【作】【。】【1】【9】【4】【6】【年】【退】【伍】【后】【,】【回】【到】【纽】【约】【开】【始】【专】【心】【创】【作】【。】【他】【的】【第】【一】【本】【长】【篇】【小】【说】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【1】【9】【5】【1】【年】【出】【版】【,】【获】【得】【了】【很】【大】【的】【成】【功】【,】【使】【其】【一】【举】【成】【名】【。】【全】【书】【以】【出】【身】【美】【国】【中】【产】【阶】【级】【家】【庭】【的】【1】【6】【岁】【中】【学】【生】【霍】【尔】【顿】【·】【考】【尔】【菲】【德】【的】【口】【吻】【叙】【述】【,】【塑】【造】【了】【美】【国】【当】【代】【文】【学】【中】【最】【早】【的】【反】【英】【雄】【形】【象】【之】【一】【,】【这】【一】【形】【象】【尤】【其】【得】【到】【青】【少】【年】【的】【普】【遍】【认】【同】【。】【一】【时】【间】【,】【就】【像】【模】【仿】【少】【年】【维】【特】【一】【样】【,】【模】【仿】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【言】【语】【行】【动】【和】【穿】【着】【,】【成】【了】【当】【时】【的】【一】【种】【时】【尚】【。】【该】【书】【一】【经】【问】【世】【便】【风】【靡】【全】【球】【,】【在】【青】【少】【年】【中】【引】【起】【强】【烈】【共】【鸣】【,】【主】【人】【公】【霍】【尔】【顿】【也】【成】【为】【美】【国】【战】【后】【“】【垮】【掉】【的】【一】【代】【”】【的】【代】【表】【人】【物】【。】【据】【称】【,】【该】【书】【在】【全】【球】【以】【各】【种】【版】【本】【发】【行】【了】【六】【千】【万】【册】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【获】【得】【成】【功】【之】【后】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【变】【得】【更】【孤】【僻】【。】【他】【在】【新】【罕】【布】【什】【尔】【州】【乡】【间】【的】【河】【边】【小】【山】【附】【近】【买】【下】【了】【9】【0】【多】【英】【亩】【的】【土】【地】【,】【在】【山】【顶】【上】【建】【了】【一】【座】【小】【屋】【,】【过】【起】【了】【隐】【居】【的】【生】【活】【。】【他】【虽】【然】【从】【未】【放】【弃】【写】【作】【,】【但】【他】【在】【1】【9】【5】【1】【年】【之】【后】【就】【很】【少】【公】【开】【出】【版】【自】【己】【的】【作】【品】【。】【他】【后】【期】【的】【作】【品】【也】【越】【来】【越】【倾】【向】【于】【东】【方】【哲】【学】【和】【禅】【宗】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【塞】【林】【格】【:】【偏】【执】【的】【遁】【世】【作】【家】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【据】【说】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【每】【天】【在】【一】【间】【只】【有】【一】【扇】【天】【窗】【的】【斗】【室】【中】【辛】【勤】【写】【作】【,】【却】【像】【晚】【年】【的】【果】【戈】【理】【那】【样】【烧】【掉】【手】【稿】【;】【还】【有】【人】【说】【他】【写】【下】【卷】【帙】【浩】【繁】【的】【作】【品】【,】【等】【待】【在】【身】【后】【出】【版】【。】【7】【0】【年】【代】【初】【曾】【同】【塞】【林】【格】【一】【起】【生】【活】【过】【的】【乔】【依】【丝】【·】【梅】【纳】【德】【在】【1】【9】【9】【8】【年】【出】【版】【的】【回】【忆】【录】【中】【写】【道】【,】【她】【曾】【看】【见】【整】【架】【整】【架】【的】【笔】【记】【本】【,】【都】【是】【格】【拉】【斯】【家】【族】【的】【故】【事】【,】【而】【且】【她】【相】【信】【塞】【林】【格】【至】【少】【有】【两】【本】【新】【小】【说】【单】【独】【锁】【在】【一】【个】【保】【险】【柜】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【塞】【林】【格】【最】【后】【一】【部】【作】【品】【面】【世】【是】【在】【1】【9】【6】【5】【年】【,】【短】【篇】【小】【说】【《】【哈】【普】【沃】【兹】【1】【6】【号】【,】【1】【9】【2】【4】【》】【(】【H】【a】【p】【w】【o】【r】【t】【h】【1】【6】【,】【1】【9】【2】【4】【)】【在】【当】【年】【6】【月】【1】【9】【日】【的】【《】【纽】【约】【客】【》】【杂】【志】【上】【占】【据】【了】【1】【8】【页】【。】【这】【是】【一】【封】【2】【.】【5】【万】【字】【长】【的】【信】【,】【写】【于】【匆】【忙】【中】【,】【由】【身】【在】【夏】【令】【营】【的】【7】【岁】【孩】【童】【西】【摩】【·】【格】【拉】【斯】【写】【给】【在】【纽】【约】【的】【父】【母】【—】【—】【两】【位】【长】【期】【为】【不】【幸】【生】【活】【所】【苦】【的】【退】【休】【杂】【耍】【演】【员】【,】【以】【及】【弟】【弟】【沃】【尔】【特】【、】【韦】【克】【尔】【和】【妹】【妹】【布】【布】【。】【虽】【然】【从】【未】【以】【书】【籍】【形】【式】【传】【世】【,】【但】【这】【篇】【小】【说】【被】【复】【印】【了】【无】【数】【次】【,】【阅】【读】【过】【复】【印】【版】【的】【人】【,】【都】【视】【其】【为】【“】【邪】【典】【小】【说】【”】【中】【的】【经】【典】【,】【可】【谓】【世】【界】【上】【“】【最】【长】【最】【自】【负】【也】【最】【离】【谱】【”】【的】【夏】【令】【营】【家】【信】【。】【1】【9】【9】【7】【年】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【曾】【一】【度】【同】【意】【弗】【吉】【尼】【亚】【州】【的】【一】【家】【小】【出】【版】【社】【出】【版】【精】【装】【本】【《】【哈】【普】【沃】【兹】【1】【6】【号】【,】【1】【9】【2】【4】【》】【,】【结】【果】【受】【到】【某】【些】【严】【厉】【评】【论】【的】【影】【响】【,】【5】【年】【后】【他】【取】【消】【了】【这】【个】【合】【同】【,】【并】【宣】【布】【生】【前】【将】【无】【新】【作】【出】【版】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【担】【心】【格】【拉】【斯】【家】【族】【的】【故】【事】【就】【此】【完】【结】【的】【人】【们】【,】【心】【急】【火】【燎】【地】【驱】【车】【前】【往】【塞】【林】【格】【的】【私】【人】【住】【所】【,】【却】【不】【得】【不】【止】【步】【于】【山】【脚】【下】【的】【车】【道】【边】【缘】【,】【眺】【望】【无】【法】【跨】【越】【的】【围】【栏】【。】【美】【国】【文】【学】【评】【论】【家】【罗】【恩】【·】【罗】【森】【鲍】【姆】【(】【R】【o】【n】【R】【o】【s】【e】【n】【b】【a】【u】【m】【)】【就】【曾】【是】【其】【中】【一】【位】【。】【吃】【了】【闭】【门】【羹】【的】【他】【忍】【不】【住】【前】【往】【隔】【壁】【的】【D】【e】【n】【n】【y】【’】【s】【快】【餐】【店】【起】【草】【了】【一】【封】【信】【,】【尽】【管】【费】【尽】【心】【思】【引】【经】【据】【典】【(】【当】【然】【都】【是】【塞】【林】【格】【书】【中】【的】【)】【,】【且】【苦】【口】【婆】【心】【说】【尽】【好】【话】【,】【但】【得】【到】【的】【回】【应】【却】【是】【长】【长】【的】【沉】【默】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【为】【了】【远】【离】【人】【们】【的】【视】【线】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【甚】【至】【动】【用】【法】【律】【手】【段】【。】【1】【9】【8】【2】【年】【,】【他】【曾】【起】【诉】【过】【一】【名】【男】【子】【,】【因】【为】【这】【位】【塞】【林】【格】【粉】【丝】【杜】【撰】【了】【一】【篇】【塞】【林】【格】【专】【访】【。】【1】【9】【8】【7】【年】【,】【他】【又】【向】【美】【国】【最】【高】【法】【院】【提】【起】【诉】【讼】【,】【以】【阻】【止】【英】【国】【评】【论】【家】【伊】【恩】【·】【汉】【密】【尔】【顿】【创】【作】【的】【《】【塞】【林】【格】【传】【记】【》】【出】【版】【,】【据】【称】【该】【传】【记】【未】【得】【到】【作】【家】【授】【权】【便】【引】【用】【了】【大】【量】【未】【出】【版】【的】【信】【件】【。】【出】【于】【“】【单】【相】【思】【”】【的】【无】【奈】【,】【最】【近】【甚】【至】【冒】【出】【来】【一】【本】【名】【为】【《】【如】【何】【盗】【取】【J】【.】【D】【.】【塞】【林】【格】【的】【手】【稿】【》】【的】【K】【i】【n】【d】【l】【e】【电】【子】【书】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【2】【0】【0】【3】【年】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【又】【将】【矛】【头】【指】【向】【B】【B】【C】【,】【要】【求】【B】【B】【C】【停】【止】【播】【放】【《】【麦】【田】【守】【望】【者】【》】【的】【系】【列】【片】【。】【2】【0】【0】【9】【年】【6】【月】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【的】【律】【师】【向】【纽】【约】【曼】【哈】【顿】【联】【邦】【法】【院】【提】【交】【了】【诉】【讼】【文】【件】【,】【要】【求】【强】【制】【回】【收】【即】【将】【于】【秋】【季】【在】【美】【国】【问】【世】【、】【一】【瑞】【典】【作】【家】【为】【其】【续】【写】【的】【小】【说】【《】【六】【十】【年】【之】【后】【:】【穿】【越】【麦】【田】【》】【,】【最】【后】【美】【国】【法】【官】【勒】【令】【该】【续】【集】【不】【准】【在】【美】【国】【出】【版】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【此】【外】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【已】【经】【拒】【绝】【了】【著】【名】【导】【演】【斯】【蒂】【芬】【·】【斯】【皮】【尔】【伯】【格】【和】【韦】【恩】【斯】【坦】【电】【影】【公】【司】【老】【板】【哈】【维】【·】【温】【斯】【坦】【改】【编】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【的】【请】【求】【。】【无】【论】【是】【电】【视】【、】【电】【影】【还】【是】【舞】【台】【剧】【,】【塞】【林】【格】【都】【拒】【绝】【转】【让】【版】【权】【,】【即】【便】【是】【出】【版】【相】【关】【的】【有】【声】【读】【物】【,】【他】【都】【一】【律】【不】【同】【意】【。】【塞】【林】【格】【曾】【说】【:】【“】【不】【会】【再】【有】【霍】【尔】【顿】【·】【考】【菲】【尔】【德】【。】【(】【要】【么】【)】【再】【看】【一】【遍】【小】【说】【。】【霍】【尔】【顿】【·】【考】【尔】【菲】【德】【在】【那】【个】【瞬】【间】【已】【经】【凝】【固】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【遁】【世】【:】【“】【江】【郎】【才】【尽】【”】【还】【是】【“】【以】【禅】【之】【名】【”】【?】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【对】【于】【塞】【林】【格】【的】【沉】【寂】【,】【人】【们】【或】【归】【因】【于】【其】【“】【入】【禅】【”】【,】【或】【认】【为】【是】【装】【模】【作】【样】【、】【故】【弄】【玄】【虚】【、】【“】【江】【郎】【才】【尽】【”】【的】【表】【现】【。】【也】【有】【人】【说】【,】【是】【人】【们】【对】【年】【少】【轻】【狂】【的】【考】【尔】【菲】【德】【的】【误】【读】【,】【在】【某】【种】【程】【度】【上】【导】【致】【了】【塞】【林】【格】【的】【内】【疚】【。】【他】【坚】【持】【拒】【绝】【改】【编】【、】【拒】【绝】【出】【版】【续】【集】【,】【是】【为】【了】【避】【免】【再】【次】【误】【读】【以】【及】【对】【原】【作】【的】【扭】【曲】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【1】【9】【8】【0】【年】【,】【大】【卫】【·】【查】【普】【曼】【在】【刺】【杀】【约】【翰】【·】【列】【侬】【时】【,】【随】【身】【就】【携】【带】【着】【一】【本】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【,】【并】【称】【其】【行】【刺】【的】【原】【因】【正】【是】【因】【为】【列】【侬】【就】【是】【考】【尔】【菲】【德】【所】【鄙】【视】【的】【那】【种】【“】【假】【模】【假】【式】【”】【的】【人】【,】【而】【考】【尔】【菲】【德】【与】【大】【卫】【·】【查】【普】【曼】【一】【样】【,】【都】【是】【沉】【浸】【在】【幼】【稚】【与】【自】【我】【陶】【醉】【的】【浪】【漫】【主】【义】【中】【的】【轻】【浮】【的】【年】【轻】【人】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【《】【石】【板】【书】【》】【的】【一】【篇】【文】【章】【认】【为】【,】【关】【于】【塞】【林】【格】【,】【存】【在】【三】【个】【疑】【问】【:】【1】【.】【塞】【林】【格】【本】【人】【到】【底】【写】【过】【什】【么】【?】【2】【.】【他】【死】【后】【,】【我】【们】【能】【看】【到】【什】【么】【?】【3】【.】【如】【果】【这】【些】【著】【作】【存】【在】【,】【那】【么】【质】【量】【如】【何】【?】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【的】【文】【字】【是】【动】【人】【且】【尖】【锐】【的】【,】【但】【却】【更】【像】【是】【一】【本】【自】【传】【,】【这】【种】【主】【题】【和】【风】【格】【能】【否】【随】【着】【时】【代】【的】【进】【步】【得】【以】【发】【展】【,】【可】【能】【是】【塞】【林】【格】【遭】【遇】【的】【另】【一】【大】【考】【验】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【罗】【森】【鲍】【姆】【在】【一】【篇】【评】【论】【中】【写】【道】【,】【对】【于】【塞】【林】【格】【研】【究】【者】【而】【言】【,】【他】【的】【沉】【默】【与】【不】【可】【交】【流】【必】【须】【引】【起】【重】【视】【。】【卡】【夫】【卡】【、】【纳】【博】【科】【夫】【们】【的】【文】【学】【地】【位】【早】【已】【盖】【棺】【定】【论】【,】【即】【便】【其】【下】【达】【焚】【烧】【令】【的】【作】【品】【多】【么】【不】【完】【美】【,】【至】【多】【白】【璧】【微】【瑕】【。】【但】【塞】【林】【格】【的】【真】【实】【面】【目】【至】【今】【扑】【朔】【迷】【离】【,】【考】【尔】【菲】【德】【只】【有】【1】【6】【岁】【,】【谁】【知】【道】【他】【3】【0】【岁】【、】【6】【0】【岁】【时】【会】【是】【什】【么】【样】【?】【塞】【林】【格】【4】【0】【多】【年】【来】【一】【声】【不】【吭】【埋】【头】【写】【作】【,】【这】【本】【身】【已】【如】【悲】【剧】【一】【般】【糟】【糕】【。】【罗】【森】【鲍】【姆】【恳】【求】【道】【:】【“】【塞】【林】【格】【先】【生】【,】【原】【谅】【我】【出】【于】【好】【意】【—】【—】【尽】【管】【不】【免】【心】【直】【口】【快】【—】【—】【冒】【昧】【请】【求】【,】【请】【您】【向】【我】【们】【保】【证】【,】【如】【果】【您】【一】【直】【以】【来】【真】【的】【在】【写】【的】【话】【,】【它】【们】【将】【终】【有】【一】【天】【印】【成】【铅】【字】【—】【—】【至】【少】【在】【我】【们】【有】【生】【之】【年】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【霍】【尔】【顿】【:】【回】【顾】【之】【中】【的】【守】【望】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【从】【来】【就】【是】【这】【样】【,】【流】【行】【的】【东】【西】【容】【易】【被】【误】【读】【。】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【的】【主】【人】【公】【霍】【尔】【顿】【身】【上】【有】【着】【他】【那】【个】【时】【代】【太】【多】【的】【时】【尚】【色】【彩】【。】【上】【世】【纪】【5】【0】【年】【代】【,】【轰】【轰】【烈】【烈】【的】【第】【二】【次】【世】【界】【大】【战】【已】【经】【成】【为】【过】【去】【,】【金】【戈】【铁】【马】【不】【再】【,】【生】【活】【的】【平】【淡】【、】【单】【调】【给】【一】【向】【自】【由】【奔】【放】【的】【人】【们】【以】【莫】【名】【的】【压】【抑】【。】【年】【轻】【人】【作】【为】【最】【具】【有】【活】【力】【的】【族】【群】【,】【总】【是】【较】【早】【较】【强】【感】【觉】【到】【了】【时】【代】【的】【苦】【闷】【。】【年】【轻】【就】【是】【一】【种】【代】【价】【。】【战】【后】【的】【平】【静】【生】【活】【,】【凸】【显】【出】【人】【生】【的】【琐】【屑】【。】【无】【论】【是】【被】【人】【称】【之】【为】【“】【静】【寂】【的】【年】【代】【”】【,】【还】【是】【“】【怯】【懦】【的】【时】【代】【”】【,】【最】【受】【折】【磨】【的】【总】【是】【成】【长】【着】【的】【人】【们】【。】【所】【以】【往】【往】【就】【是】【这】【一】【族】【最】【具】【有】【颠】【覆】【精】【神】【。】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【出】【现】【,】【从】【着】【装】【到】【谈】【吐】【,】【从】【行】【为】【到】【精】【神】【,】【对】【他】【那】【个】【时】【候】【都】【是】【一】【个】【彻】【底】【的】【颠】【覆】【。】【学】【生】【们】【竞】【相】【模】【仿】【丝】【毫】【不】【奇】【怪】【。】【有】【人】【斥】【之】【为】【坏】【孩】【子】【也】【不】【奇】【怪】【。】【张】【口】【闭】【口】【“】【他】【妈】【的】【”】【,】【厌】【恶】【学】【习】【,】【抽】【烟】【酗】【酒】【与】【女】【人】【鬼】【混】【,】【人】【们】【怎】【么】【可】【能】【将】【其】【视】【为】【好】【孩】【子】【呢】【?】【人】【们】【从】【具】【体】【生】【活】【的】【角】【度】【来】【理】【解】【文】【学】【是】【可】【以】【理】【解】【的】【,】【评】【论】【家】【应】【该】【还】【有】【另】【外】【的】【责】【任】【。】【如】【果】【也】【把】【霍】【尔】【顿】【看】【作】【“】【垮】【掉】【分】【子】【的】【代】【表】【”】【,】【甚】【至】【认】【为】【他】【垮】【得】【还】【不】【够】【,】【还】【不】【到】【吸】【毒】【、】【群】【居】【的】【地】【步】【,】【对】【人】【物】【的】【理】【解】【就】【未】【免】【失】【之】【简】【单】【了】【。】【其】【实】【,】【只】【要】【穿】【过】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【时】【尚】【色】【彩】【,】【再】【向】【前】【走】【一】【步】【,】【就】【接】【近】【人】【物】【的】【本】【质】【了】【。】【霍】【尔】【顿】【为】【什】【么】【就】【不】【能】【正】【儿】【八】【经】【地】【讲】【话】【呢】【?】【他】【为】【什】【么】【要】【抽】【烟】【酗】【酒】【嫖】【女】【人】【呢】【?】【他】【很】【在】【意】【父】【母】【的】【感】【情】【,】【也】【知】【道】【父】【母】【希】【望】【他】【做】【的】【事】【情】【。】【然】【而】【,】【他】【却】【做】【着】【另】【外】【的】【事】【情】【。】【这】【是】【一】【种】【痛】【苦】【的】【放】【纵】【。】【所】【以】【,】【他】【与】【周】【围】【的】【环】【境】【和】【人】【物】【始】【终】【都】【处】【在】【一】【种】【格】【格】【不】【入】【的】【对】【峙】【、】【紧】【张】【关】【系】【中】【。】【这】【种】【对】【峙】【、】【紧】【张】【表】【现】【在】【人】【物】【语】【言】【、】【行】【为】【和】【心】【理】【上】【就】【是】【一】【种】【变】【异】【反】【应】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 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】【小】【说】【刚】【刚】【开】【始】【,】【当】【霍】【尔】【顿】【爬】【到】【汤】【姆】【逊】【山】【上】【,】【站】【在】【“】【那】【尊】【曾】【在】【独】【立】【战】【争】【中】【用】【过】【的】【混】【账】【大】【炮】【旁】【边】【”】【看】【赛】【球】【时】【,】【就】【已】【经】【能】【感】【觉】【出】【他】【对】【待】【历】【史】【的】【态】【度】【了】【,】【即】【使】【是】【曾】【经】【令】【人】【骄】【傲】【的】【独】【立】【战】【争】【,】【在】【他】【心】【中】【也】【已】【经】【完】【全】【失】【去】【了】【分】【量】【。】【后】【来】【,】【他】【走】【进】【老】【斯】【宾】【塞】【家】【里】【,】【里】【面】【描】【写】【的】【那】【种】【药】【水】【味】【和】【旧】【睡】【袍】【、】【瘦】【骨】【嶙】【峋】【的】【胸】【脯】【伴】【随】【着】【老】【斯】【宾】【塞】【重】【复】【出】【现】【了】【几】【次】【,】【给】【人】【一】【种】【垂】【死】【没】【落】【的】【感】【觉】【。】【所】【有】【这】【些】【,】【都】【表】【现】【了】【霍】【尔】【顿】【对】【英】【雄】【式】【的】【历】【史】【和】【僵】【死】【的】【东】【西】【急】【于】【摆】【脱】【的】【心】【情】【。】【年】【轻】【的】【生】【命】【对】【自】【由】【成】【长】【的】【追】【求】【往】【往】【是】【不】【加】【掩】【饰】【的】【,】【这】【可】【以】【理】【解】【。】【问】【题】【是】【霍】【尔】【顿】【在】【割】【断】【与】【历】【史】【的】【连】【接】【同】【时】【,】【对】【世】【俗】【生】【活】【中】【人】【们】【顶】【礼】【膜】【拜】【的】【耶】【稣】【肆】【意】【嘲】【弄】【,】【从】【而】【使】【霍】【尔】【顿】【陷】【于】【历】【史】【和】【来】【世】【的】【双】【重】【断】【裂】【之】【中】【。】【可】【以】【说】【他】【放】【逐】【了】【自】【己】【。】【纽】【约】【成】【了】【一】【个】【现】【世】【生】【活】【的】【象】【征】【,】【割】【断】【了】【历】【史】【与】【未】【来】【联】【系】【的】【霍】【尔】【顿】【游】【荡】【在】【纽】【约】【街】【头】【如】【同】【掉】【进】【了】【一】【个】【渊】【薮】【,】【一】【座】【孤】【岛】【,】【他】【很】【多】【时】【候】【“】【简】【直】【不】【知】【道】【自】【己】【对】【什】【么】【感】【兴】【趣】【”】【,】【“】【永】【远】【找】【不】【到】【一】【个】【舒】【服】【、】【宁】【静】【的】【地】【方】【”】【。】【对】【于】【垮】【掉】【的】【人】【来】【说】【,】【纽】【约】【无】【疑】【是】【他】【们】【放】【纵】【的】【天】【堂】【。】【霍】【尔】【顿】【显】【然】【是】【一】【个】【例】【外】【。】【纽】【约】【不】【属】【于】【他】【,】【所】【以】【他】【要】【逃】【离】【。】【其】【实】【,】【小】【说】【开】【始】【的】【时】【候】【,】【他】【已】【经】【到】【了】【西】【部】【。】【整】【个】【小】【说】【只】【是】【“】【去】【年】【圣】【诞】【节】【前】【所】【过】【的】【那】【段】【荒】【唐】【生】【活】【”】【的】【回】【顾】【。】【塞】【林】【格】【将】【其】【视】【为】【“】【守】【望】【者】【”】【是】【别】【有】【一】【番】【意】【味】【的】【。】【我】【们】【不】【妨】【把】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【回】【顾】【看】【作】【是】【一】【种】【守】【望】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【《】【麦】【田】【里】【的】【守】【望】【者】【》】【的】【故】【事】【梗】【概】【几】【乎】【像】【每】【天】【媒】【体】【上】【都】【能】【读】【到】【的】【故】【事】【一】【样】【简】【单】【:】【一】【个】【被】【学】【校】【开】【除】【的】【问】【题】【少】【年】【,】【混】【迹】【于】【纽】【约】【街】【头】【,】【一】【天】【两】【夜】【的】【时】【间】【,】【花】【了】【一】【些】【钱】【,】【抽】【了】【几】【包】【烟】【,】【好】【像】【也】【没】【有】【什】【么】【特】【别】【的】【际】【遇】【,】【一】【不】【留】【神】【却】【成】【了】【“】【现】【代】【经】【典】【”】【。】【很】【多】【资】【料】【显】【示】【,】【在】【上】【世】【纪】【中】【期】【,】【小】【说】【一】【出】【版】【,】【就】【受】【到】【美】【国】【社】【会】【的】【追】【捧】【,】【校】【园】【里】【随】【处】【可】【见】【对】【小】【说】【主】【人】【公】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【模】【仿】【—】【—】【身】【穿】【风】【衣】【,】【倒】【戴】【红】【色】【鸭】【舌】【帽】【,】【学】【着】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【言】【语】【动】【作】【。】【时】【过】【境】【迁】【,】【追】【捧】【风】【早】【已】【如】【云】【烟】【消】【散】【。】【然】【而】【,】【作】【为】【一】【个】【成】【功】【的】【文】【学】【典】【型】【,】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【文】【化】【意】【义】【尚】【待】【进】【一】【步】【认】【识】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【比】【如】【说】【,】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【焦】【虑】【直】【到】【今】【天】【仍】【然】【困】【扰】【着】【人】【们】【。】【在】【他】【的】【身】【后】【,】【“】【垮】【掉】【的】【一】【代】【”】【垮】【掉】【了】【,】【一】【代】【又】【一】【代】【也】【翻】【过】【去】【了】【。】【问】【题】【依】【然】【存】【在】【,】【而】【且】【愈】【演】【愈】【烈】【。】【更】【令】【人】【担】【扰】【的】【是】【已】【经】【很】【少】【有】【人】【有】【能】【力】【再】【来】【关】【心】【这】【一】【类】【的】【问】【题】【了】【。】【现】【实】【生】【活】【的】【喧】【闹】【和】【华】【丽】【完】【全】【分】【散】【了】【人】【们】【的】【注】【意】【力】【,】【潜】【行】【的】【欲】【望】【和】【各】【色】【各】【样】【的】【感】【官】【刺】【激】【已】【经】【搭】【上】【了】【时】【代】【快】【车】【。】【如】【果】【说】【当】【年】【生】【活】【的】【压】【迫】【曾】【经】【使】【霍】【尔】【顿】【感】【到】【恐】【惧】【,】【今】【天】【的】【人】【们】【几】【乎】【已】【经】【渐】【渐】【爱】【上】【了】【压】【迫】【,】【因】【为】【这】【种】【压】【迫】【往】【往】【以】【花】【样】【不】【断】【翻】【新】【的】【娱】【乐】【面】【孔】【出】【现】【。】【人】【们】【实】【在】【难】【以】【抵】【抗】【它】【的】【诱】【惑】【。】【赫】【胥】【黎】【在】【1】【9】【3】【2】【年】【写】【过】【一】【部】【科】【幻】【小】【说】【《】【美】【丽】【新】【世】【界】【》】【,】【他】【在】【书】【中】【预】【言】【:】【汪】【洋】【如】【海】【的】【信】【息】【将】【会】【使】【人】【类】【变】【得】【被】【动】【自】【私】【,】【真】【理】【将】【被】【淹】【没】【在】【无】【聊】【烦】【琐】【的】【世】【事】【中】【,】【人】【类】【将】【会】【毁】【于】【他】【们】【热】【爱】【的】【东】【西】【。】【历】【史】【已】【经】【证】【明】【,】【有】【些】【预】【言】【最】【终】【总】【能】【够】【成】【为】【事】【实】【。】【但】【愿】【赫】【胥】【黎】【的】【话】【是】【妄】【言】【,】【霍】【尔】【顿】【的】【“】【守】【望】【”】【能】【最】【终】【结】【出】【果】【实】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【(】【责】【任】【编】【辑】【_】【雅】【明】【)】【<】【b】【r】【>】

【<】【p】【>】【于】【是】【,】【他】【的】【目】【光】【坚】【定】【了】【起】【来】【,】【提】【笔】【写】【道】【:】【<】【/】【p】【>】智飞生物【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【可】【以】【叫】【我】【简】【、】【J】【a】【n】【e】【,】【或】【者】【其】【他】【一】【切】【你】【所】【喜】【欢】【的】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【南】【方】【出】【生】【。】【凌】【晨】【。】【应】【该】【算】【是】【带】【着】【温】【暖】【的】【地】【点】【和】【蕴】【含】【希】【望】【的】【时】【间】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【思】【想】【意】【识】【与】【大】【多】【人】【相】【悖】【,】【这】【让】【我】【很】【多】【时】【候】【都】【感】【觉】【自】【己】【是】【超】【出】【世】【界】【存】【在】【的】【个】【体】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【没】【有】【规】【定】【的】【作】【息】【时】【间】【,】【讨】【厌】【按】【部】【就】【班】【的】【生】【活】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【喜】【欢】【白】【色】【纸】【张】【,】【喜】【欢】【帆】【布】【背】【包】【,】【喜】【欢】【一】【切】【简】【单】【的】【东】【西】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【渴】【望】【爱】【,】【渴】【望】【温】【暖】【,】【渴】【望】【一】【切】【美】【好】【的】【情】【感】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【有】【时】【记】【忆】【很】【好】【,】【陌】【生】【的】【地】【方】【走】【过】【一】【遍】【就】【能】【记】【得】【。】【但】【有】【时】【连】【最】【简】【单】【和】【平】【常】【的】【事】【情】【都】【无】【法】【记】【起】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【很】【容】【易】【被】【满】【足】【,】【但】【又】【不】【断】【地】【需】【索】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【旅】【行】【、】【拍】【照】【、】【写】【字】【、】【音】【乐】【,】【这】【是】【我】【全】【部】【的】【生】【活】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【但】【这】【又】【并】【不】【是】【全】【部】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【0】【1】【.】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【凌】【晨】【两】【点】【,】【我】【开】【始】【摸】【索】【着】【起】【床】【。】【因】【为】【黎】【素】【的】【行】【程】【在】【四】【点】【,】【我】【得】【送】【她】【启】【程】【。】【这】【是】【她】【筹】【备】【了】【很】【久】【的】【旅】【程】【,】【她】【告】【诉】【我】【她】【将】【从】【太】【原】【出】【发】【到】【桂】【林】【,】【然】【后】【是】【玉】【溪】【、】【丽】【江】【,】【沿】【G】【2】【1】【4】【路】【经】【过】【林】【芝】【、】【工】【布】【江】【达】【、】【墨】【竹】【工】【卡】【到】【拉】【萨】【,】【最】【后】【一】【站】【沿】【G】【1】【0】【9】【路】【抵】【达】【格】【尔】【木】【,】【然】【后】【飞】【回】【太】【原】【结】【束】【全】【程】【。】【这】【是】【一】【条】【从】【温】【暖】【到】【荒】【凉】【的】【路】【程】【。】【她】【对】【我】【说】【,】【简】【,】【路】【程】【如】【此】【,】【我】【们】【的】【心】【也】【是】【如】【此】【,】【要】【学】【会】【适】【应】【。】【她】【计】【划】【用】【两】【个】【多】【月】【来】【完】【成】【这】【次】【旅】【行】【,】【使】【之】【不】【显】【得】【匆】【忙】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【相】【机】【、】【记】【录】【本】【、】【一】【本】【旧】【小】【说】【、】【随】【身】【的】【少】【许】【衣】【物】【,】【外】【加】【一】【把】【大】【马】【士】【革】【钢】【刀】【,】【这】【是】【她】【所】【有】【的】【行】【李】【。】【未】【过】【三】【点】【我】【们】【已】【等】【候】【在】【车】【站】【。】【我】【喜】【欢】【等】【待】【的】【感】【觉】【,】【这】【让】【我】【感】【觉】【时】【间】【漫】【长】【并】【且】【有】【所】【希】【冀】【。】【这】【座】【城】【市】【的】【夜】【晚】【总】【是】【氤】【氲】【着】【暧】【昧】【,】【我】【并】【不】【喜】【欢】【这】【样】【的】【夜】【晚】【,】【但】【此】【时】【喧】【嚣】【已】【经】【退】【却】【,】【呈】【现】【出】【少】【有】【的】【祥】【和】【与】【寂】【寥】【,】【只】【有】【些】【许】【高】【楼】【的】【霓】【虹】【不】【知】【疲】【倦】【地】【闪】【烁】【着】【。】【这】【样】【的】【景】【象】【让】【人】【感】【觉】【有】【些】【寒】【冷】【。】【候】【车】【室】【的】【许】【多】【人】【早】【已】【靠】【着】【椅】【背】【睡】【着】【,】【他】【们】【依】【旧】【不】【忘】【紧】【抓】【自】【己】【的】【行】【李】【。】【我】【不】【知】【道】【他】【们】【从】【哪】【里】【来】【,】【要】【到】【何】【处】【去】【,】【但】【我】【明】【白】【,】【这】【世】【界】【总】【是】【让】【人】【缺】【少】【安】【全】【感】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【黎】【素】【并】【不】【与】【我】【说】【话】【,】【我】【们】【彼】【此】【沉】【默】【却】【不】【显】【尴】【尬】【,】【因】【为】【我】【们】【太】【过】【了】【解】【彼】【此】【。】【我】【曾】【劝】【说】【她】【不】【要】【独】【自】【去】【如】【此】【远】【的】【地】【方】【,】【但】【无】【济】【于】【事】【。】【她】【素】【来】【如】【此】【,】【决】【定】【的】【事】【情】【谁】【也】【无】【法】【更】【改】【。】【其】【实】【转】【念】【一】【想】【,】【我】【也】【如】【此】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【安】【检】【并】【不】【那】【么】【顺】【利】【,】【报】【警】【器】【一】【直】【鸣】【叫】【着】【。】【这】【在】【我】【的】【意】【料】【之】【内】【。】【然】【后】【我】【看】【见】【她】【被】【叫】【到】【台】【子】【上】【接】【受】【检】【查】【。】【他】【们】【翻】【开】【行】【李】【,】【暴】【露】【出】【那】【把】【大】【马】【士】【革】【钢】【刀】【,】【检】【查】【器】【发】【出】【了】【尖】【锐】【的】【声】【音】【。】【制】【服】【男】【子】【对】【黎】【素】【说】【,】【小】【姐】【,】【请】【你】【留】【下】【它】【,】【要】【么】【进】【行】【托】【运】【。】【她】【不】【动】【声】【色】【地】【清】【理】【东】【西】【,】【然】【后】【把】【大】【马】【士】【革】【钢】【刀】【交】【给】【我】【。】【待】【她】【上】【车】【后】【我】【给】【她】【发】【信】【息】【说】【,】【也】【许】【中】【途】【我】【就】【会】【去】【找】【你】【,】【只】【是】【也】【许】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【想】【我】【应】【该】【是】【个】【荒】【诞】【的】【人】【。】【三】【年】【多】【前】【我】【执】【意】【退】【学】【出】【去】【闯】【荡】【,】【彼】【时】【我】【面】【临】【着】【高】【考】【并】【且】【成】【绩】【优】【秀】【,】【这】【让】【很】【多】【人】【难】【以】【理】【解】【。】【但】【这】【世】【界】【并】【没】【眷】【顾】【我】【的】【倔】【强】【与】【冲】【动】【,】【结】【果】【可】【想】【而】【知】【。】【随】【后】【我】【开】【始】【写】【字】【,】【直】【到】【有】【一】【天】【我】【发】【现】【这】【样】【竟】【可】【以】【养】【活】【自】【己】【,】【这】【让】【我】【感】【觉】【自】【己】【的】【生】【活】【有】【所】【依】【托】【。】【这】【样】【说】【起】【来】【似】【乎】【就】【轻】【便】【多】【了】【。】【因】【为】【我】【必】【须】【得】【掩】【饰】【一】【些】【东】【西】【以】【求】【得】【内】【心】【的】【安】【宁】【,】【就】【算】【只】【是】【自】【欺】【欺】【人】【。】【我】【一】【直】【认】【为】【这】【世】【上】【很】【多】【事】【情】【其】【实】【并】【无】【对】【错】【之】【分】【,】【只】【要】【愿】【意】【即】【可】【。】【正】【如】【人】【的】【生】【活】【,】【舒】【坦】【再】【好】【不】【过】【。】【于】【是】【,】【我】【开】【始】【不】【定】【期】【地】【旅】【行】【,】【顺】【从】【自】【己】【的】【意】【愿】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【与】【黎】【素】【的】【相】【遇】【就】【是】【在】【德】【国】【柏】【林】【的】【勃】【兰】【登】【堡】【的】【集】【市】【上】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【两】【年】【前】【,】【我】【去】【德】【国】【柏】【林】【旅】【行】【。】【德】【国】【的】【刀】【具】【很】【著】【名】【,】【我】【逛】【很】【多】【刀】【铺】【,】【只】【抱】【着】【凑】【热】【闹】【的】【心】【态】【,】【对】【这】【些】【光】【亮】【锋】【利】【的】【东】【西】【全】【无】【兴】【趣】【。】【喧】【闹】【的】【集】【市】【上】【,】【一】【个】【五】【官】【具】【有】【亚】【洲】【特】【点】【的】【年】【轻】【女】【子】【朝】【我】【走】【来】【,】【她】【用】【流】【利】【的】【德】【语】【向】【我】【问】【好】【,】【随】【之】【展】【示】【她】【怀】【里】【的】【钢】【刀】【。】【她】【说】【,】【这】【是】【大】【马】【士】【革】【钢】【刀】【,】【问】【我】【想】【不】【想】【买】【,】【她】【可】【以】【给】【很】【好】【的】【折】【扣】【。】【我】【略】【微】【笑】【笑】【,】【心】【想】【,】【真】【正】【的】【大】【马】【士】【革】【钢】【刀】【早】【在】【十】【七】【世】【纪】【就】【已】【经】【失】【传】【,】【现】【在】【的】【不】【过】【都】【是】【花】【纹】【钢】【。】【年】【轻】【女】【子】【大】【概】【看】【出】【了】【我】【的】【怀】【疑】【,】【她】【收】【好】【钢】【刀】【,】【说】【,】【不】【管】【你】【相】【信】【与】【否】【,】【它】【确】【实】【是】【真】【刀】【。】【她】【的】【德】【语】【纯】【正】【流】【利】【,】【我】【无】【法】【揣】【测】【她】【的】【国】【籍】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【这】【即】【是】【我】【们】【的】【第】【一】【次】【相】【遇】【。】【后】【来】【我】【才】【得】【知】【她】【也】【是】【中】【国】【人】【,】【在】【异】【国】【遇】【见】【同】【胞】【总】【让】【人】【心】【生】【温】【暖】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【很】【多】【事】【情】【的】【存】【在】【并】【不】【需】【要】【太】【明】【确】【的】【理】【由】【。】【譬】【如】【感】【情】【,】【多】【数】【时】【候】【它】【总】【是】【与】【习】【惯】【挂】【钩】【。】【习】【惯】【真】【的】【是】【一】【件】【非】【常】【可】【怕】【的】【事】【情】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【黎】【素】【走】【后】【,】【我】【时】【常】【感】【觉】【内】【心】【空】【虚】【。】【一】【向】【自】【诩】【独】【立】【的】【我】【对】【她】【到】【底】【是】【有】【所】【依】【赖】【的】【。】【我】【们】【之】【间】【太】【过】【相】【似】【,】【两】【年】【来】【我】【已】【习】【惯】【了】【她】【的】【存】【在】【,】【因】【此】【一】【时】【间】【无】【所】【适】【从】【。】【有】【一】【周】【我】【未】【曾】【踏】【出】【门】【槛】【,】【我】【不】【分】【昼】【夜】【地】【匍】【匐】【在】【电】【脑】【前】【敲】【击】【文】【字】【。】【以】【极】【端】【的】【方】【式】【强】【迫】【自】【己】【转】【移】【情】【感】【是】【我】【一】【贯】【的】【方】【式】【,】【但】【结】【果】【总】【是】【适】【得】【其】【反】【。】【我】【时】【常】【写】【下】【三】【四】【万】【字】【然】【后】【全】【部】【删】【掉】【重】【新】【再】【来】【,】【因】【我】【总】【是】【追】【求】【完】【美】【。】【如】【果】【累】【了】【我】【就】【趴】【在】【九】【楼】【的】【窗】【台】【上】【俯】【瞰】【巨】【兽】【般】【的】【城】【市】【,】【清】【冷】【的】【风】【能】【让】【我】【意】【识】【清】【醒】【。】【然】【后】【我】【扭】【头】【就】【看】【见】【了】【黎】【素】【折】【叠】【得】【整】【洁】【的】【床】【褥】【以】【及】【那】【把】【大】【马】【士】【革】【钢】【刀】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【0】【2】【.】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【还】【记】【得】【一】【个】【清】【晰】【的】【梦】【境】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【梦】【里】【有】【一】【条】【平】【缓】【流】【淌】【的】【小】【河】【,】【河】【边】【的】【芦】【苇】【点】【起】【圈】【圈】【涟】【漪】【。】【这】【小】【河】【的】【源】【头】【来】【自】【雪】【山】【,】【扭】【头】【便】【能】【看】【见】【远】【方】【散】【发】【淡】【蓝】【光】【芒】【的】【雪】【山】【山】【顶】【。】【冬】【季】【刚】【刚】【过】【去】【,】【阳】【光】【蔓】【延】【到】【每】【个】【角】【落】【,】【这】【样】【的】【美】【好】【似】【乎】【能】【让】【我】【闻】【到】【千】【里】【之】【外】【纳】【木】【错】【湖】【水】【的】【甘】【甜】【。】【可】【是】【突】【然】【间】【我】【看】【见】【河】【水】【剧】【烈】【上】【涨】【,】【漫】【出】【的】【河】【水】【打】【湿】【了】【我】【的】【绣】【花】【布】【鞋】【,】【像】【水】【蛇】【一】【样】【蜿】【蜒】【着】【流】【向】【不】【远】【的】【山】【庄】【…】【…】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【这】【样】【的】【梦】【应】【该】【是】【有】【折】【射】【的】【,】【我】【相】【信】【。】【但】【这】【确】【实】【不】【是】【一】【个】【好】【的】【征】【兆】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【无】【需】【我】【说】【,】【很】【多】【事】【情】【是】【由】【我】【们】【的】【心】【境】【所】【决】【定】【的】【。】【就】【像】【黎】【素】【,】【她】【睡】【觉】【时】【总】【蜷】【缩】【成】【一】【团】【,】【由】【此】【我】【便】【笃】【定】【她】【极】【度】【缺】【少】【安】【全】【感】【。】【人】【的】【内】【心】【总】【是】【决】【定】【了】【很】【多】【行】【为】【的】【趋】【向】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【这】【样】【的】【话】【我】【曾】【讲】【给】【至】【禾】【听】【。】【至】【禾】【低】【头】【说】【,】【简】【,】【你】【总】【是】【思】【考】【得】【比】【别】【人】【更】【透】【彻】【,】【这】【并】【不】【是】【什】【么】【好】【事】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【关】【于】【至】【禾】【—】【—】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【鸢】【萝】【河】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【这】【是】【一】【家】【咖】【啡】【馆】【的】【名】【字】【,】【同】【时】【也】【是】【这】【家】【咖】【啡】【馆】【的】【乐】【队】【。】【我】【不】【爱】【喝】【咖】【啡】【,】【甚】【至】【讨】【厌】【这】【种】【强】【迫】【人】【精】【神】【清】【醒】【的】【东】【西】【,】【但】【我】【却】【在】【这】【里】【花】【费】【了】【许】【多】【时】【间】【。】【我】【点】【味】【淡】【的】【咖】【啡】【,】【将】【稿】【子】【带】【来】【,】【时】【常】【一】【待】【就】【是】【一】【个】【下】【午】【,】【而】【这】【些】【都】【是】【因】【为】【黎】【素】【。】【她】【爱】【作】【画】【,】【她】【的】【团】【队】【画】【室】【就】【在】【这】【家】【咖】【啡】【馆】【的】【隔】【壁】【,】【她】【习】【惯】【在】【结】【束】【绘】【画】【后】【来】【这】【里】【喝】【一】【杯】【咖】【啡】【,】【听】【舒】【缓】【的】【音】【乐】【。】【因】【此】【我】【便】【来】【这】【里】【等】【她】【。】【就】【这】【样】【,】【我】【们】【在】【这】【里】【认】【识】【了】【至】【禾】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【至】【禾】【是】【鸢】【萝】【河】【的】【提】【琴】【手】【,】【附】【近】【大】【学】【的】【音】【乐】【系】【学】【生】【。】【他】【穿】【深】【蓝】【牛】【仔】【裤】【和】【白】【色】【衬】【衫】【,】【很】【干】【净】【的】【男】【生】【。】【眉】【眼】【清】【淡】【,】【荡】【漾】【着】【让】【人】【难】【以】【揣】【摩】【的】【忧】【伤】【。】【他】【告】【诉】【我】【们】【,】【鸢】【萝】【是】【一】【种】【花】【,】【寓】【意】【依】【赖】【。】【我】【不】【喜】【欢】【这】【含】【义】【,】【但】【我】【却】【爱】【这】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【至】【禾】【说】【,】【简】【,】【我】【们】【的】【生】【命】【是】【有】【所】【依】【赖】【的】【,】【梦】【想】【或】【者】【希】【望】【,】【换】【句】【话】【,】【它】【们】【都】【是】【我】【们】【的】【一】【种】【依】【托】【。】【因】【此】【我】【们】【才】【得】【以】【生】【存】【下】【去】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【黎】【素】【走】【后】【,】【我】【更】【是】【频】【繁】【地】【去】【鸢】【萝】【河】【。】【几】【乎】【每】【次】【我】【都】【能】【见】【到】【至】【禾】【。】【他】【告】【诉】【我】【,】【除】【了】【上】【课】【,】【他】【只】【会】【待】【在】【这】【里】【,】【任】【何】【地】【方】【都】【不】【会】【去】【,】【这】【里】【让】【他】【感】【觉】【踏】【实】【。】【乐】【队】【成】【员】【多】【由】【附】【近】【大】【学】【音】【乐】【学】【院】【的】【学】【生】【组】【成】【,】【这】【种】【年】【轻】【的】【姿】【态】【让】【人】【无】【法】【抗】【拒】【。】【但】【至】【禾】【从】【不】【参】【与】【插】【科】【打】【诨】【,】【多】【数】【时】【候】【,】【我】【见】【他】【一】【个】【人】【坐】【在】【角】【落】【安】【静】【地】【擦】【拭】【自】【己】【的】【琴】【弦】【,】【嘴】【角】【微】【扬】【,】【年】【轻】【而】【忧】【郁】【的】【神】【情】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【简】【,】【放】【下】【稿】【子】【,】【听】【我】【拉】【琴】【给】【你】【听】【。】【他】【说】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【然】【后】【我】【放】【下】【钢】【笔】【,】【看】【着】【他】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【下】【午】【的】【阳】【光】【透】【过】【玻】【璃】【橱】【窗】【将】【柔】【和】【的】【光】【线】【打】【在】【他】【的】【侧】【脸】【上】【,】【我】【看】【见】【他】【的】【睫】【毛】【在】【眼】【睑】【上】【投】【下】【浅】【浅】【的】【影】【子】【。】【他】【将】【小】【提】【琴】【搁】【在】【左】【肩】【上】【,】【动】【作】【很】【是】【优】【雅】【。】【棕】【色】【的】【提】【琴】【将】【阳】【光】【反】【射】【到】【我】【脸】【上】【,】【有】【些】【刺】【眼】【,】【但】【这】【种】【感】【觉】【很】【微】【妙】【。】【他】【拉】【马】【斯】【涅】【的】【《】【沉】【思】【》】【给】【我】【听】【,】【这】【首】【歌】【曲】【表】【达】【的】【是】【深】【挚】【悠】【远】【的】【情】【思】【。】【但】【只】【半】【曲】【他】【便】【放】【下】【提】【琴】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【简】【,】【我】【带】【你】【去】【看】【电】【影】【。】【他】【用】【陈】【述】【的】【语】【气】【,】【不】【容】【我】【拒】【绝】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【电】【影】【是】【《】【暮】【光】【之】【城】【》】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【英】【俊】【年】【轻】【的】【吸】【血】【鬼】【爱】【德】【华】【与】【单】【纯】【直】【白】【的】【少】【女】【贝】【拉】【的】【爱】【情】【故】【事】【。】【唯】【美】【不】【由】【分】【说】【,】【这】【定】【是】【许】【多】【年】【轻】【女】【子】【歆】【羡】【的】【爱】【情】【。】【但】【真】【正】【敲】【击】【到】【我】【心】【里】【的】【是】【爱】【德】【华】【对】【贝】【拉】【说】【的】【,】【I】【 】【w】【a】【n】【t】【 】【t】【o】【 】【p】【r】【o】【t】【e】【c】【t】【 】【y】【o】【u】【(】【我】【想】【保】【护】【你】【)】【。】【我】【并】【非】【因】【为】【缺】【乏】【安】【全】【感】【而】【敏】【感】【于】【这】【句】【话】【。】【毋】【庸】【置】【疑】【,】【每】【个】【女】【孩】【都】【有】【对】【爱】【情】【渴】【求】【的】【情】【愫】【,】【我】【不】【例】【外】【,】【黎】【素】【也】【不】【例】【外】【,】【只】【是】【…】【…】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【电】【影】【由】【始】【至】【终】【,】【至】【禾】【未】【曾】【跟】【我】【说】【过】【一】【句】【话】【。】【待】【离】【开】【电】【影】【院】【了】【,】【他】【看】【着】【我】【,】【说】【,】【简】【,】【其】【实】【我】【…】【…】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【想】【我】【是】【揣】【测】【出】【他】【接】【下】【来】【要】【说】【的】【话】【了】【。】【我】【必】【须】【果】【断】【拒】【绝】【,】【因】【为】【我】【把】【他】【当】【作】【朋】【友】【,】【仅】【此】【而】【已】【。】【我】【打】【断】【他】【,】【至】【禾】【,】【对】【不】【起】【,】【我】【不】【能】【接】【受】【你】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【不】【,】【简】【,】【你】【误】【会】【了】【。】【他】【急】【迫】【地】【看】【着】【我】【,】【说】【,】【我】【是】【想】【让】【你】【帮】【我】【,】【我】【喜】【欢】【黎】【素】【,】【她】【的】【一】【切】【行】【为】【让】【我】【怜】【惜】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】

智飞生物:红烧鸭子的做法

【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【从】【我】【有】【记】【忆】【开】【始】【,】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【就】【是】【这】【个】【样】【子】【:】【黑】【红】【色】【,】【大】【而】【厚】【实】【,】【指】【甲】【被】【精】【心】【修】【成】【月】【牙】【形】【,】【干】【干】【净】【净】【,】【手】【掌】【纹】【路】【清】【晰】【,】【圆】【润】【丰】【满】【,】【给】【人】【以】【温】【暖】【的】【感】【觉】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【不】【能】【忘】【记】【,】【那】【双】【手】【为】【我】【洗】【头】【发】【,】【也】【为】【我】【擦】【干】【头】【发】【。】【为】【我】【抹】【去】【眼】【角】【的】【泪】【,】【为】【我】【掸】【掉】【衣】【上】【的】【尘】【,】【轻】【轻】【地】【、】【温】【柔】【地】【,】【如】【春】【天】【的】【风】【、】【春】【天】【的】【雨】【。】【母】【亲】【十】【指】【交】【叉】【,】【围】【起】【我】【生】【命】【的】【摇】【篮】【,】【五】【指】【并】【拢】【,】【撑】【起】【我】【遮】【雨】【的】【伞】【,】【伸】【出】【两】【指】【,】【牵】【我】【走】【过】【田】【间】【,】【领】【我】【走】【进】【校】【园】【。】【她】【的】【手】【为】【我】【削】【尖】【铅】【笔】【,】【为】【我】【包】【好】【书】【皮】【,】【为】【我】【准】【备】【干】【粮】【,】【为】【我】【收】【拾】【行】【囊】【。】【儿】【的】【手】【儿】【渐】【大】【,】【儿】【离】【母】【亲】【渐】【远】【。】【皱】【纹】【悄】【悄】【爬】【满】【她】【的】【手】【背】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【摘】【拾】【棉】【花】【,】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【转】【动】【纺】【车】【,】【嘤】【嘤】【地】【,】【牵】【出】【细】【的】【纱】【,】【穿】【梭】【欢】【跳】【,】【织】【就】【或】【白】【或】【花】【的】【布】【,】【银】【针】【翻】【舞】【,】【缝】【成】【或】【大】【或】【小】【的】【衣】【。】【那】【双】【手】【撒】【匀】【地】【里】【的】【肥】【,】【铲】【掉】【禾】【边】【的】【草】【,】【扶】【正】【耕】【牛】【的】【犁】【耙】【,】【砍】【倒】【成】【熟】【的】【庄】【稼】【,】【堆】【起】【金】【灿】【灿】【的】【谷】【山】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【和】【着】【腮】【边】【的】【泪】【,】【捻】【平】【大】【姐】【的】【嫁】【衣】【,】【捧】【着】【心】【中】【的】【喜】【,】【迎】【来】【我】【梦】【中】【的】【娇】【妻】【,】【伸】【了】【食】【指】【,】【领】【着】【孙】【子】【的】【小】【手】【,】【一】【如】【3】【0】【年】【前】【,】【领】【着】【我】【的】【小】【手】【,】【捏】【一】【粒】【爆】【炒】【的】【豆】【,】【放】【进】【孙】【子】【的】【小】【口】【,】【一】【如】【3】【0】【年】【前】【,】【放】【进】【我】【的】【小】【口】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【给】【村】【里】【的】【新】【人】【剪】【窗】【花】【,】【给】【出】【嫁】【的】【女】【儿】【们】【蒸】【枣】【糕】【,】【为】【他】【们】【的】【孩】【子】【裁】【衣】【服】【,】【为】【他】【们】【嫁】【接】【果】【树】【。】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【拿】【自】【己】【种】【的】【甜】【瓜】【给】【东】【院】【的】【娃】【儿】【,】【送】【热】【腾】【腾】【的】【水】【饺】【给】【西】【屋】【的】【老】【人】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【怎】【能】【忘】【记】【,】【在】【母】【亲】【谢】【世】【前】【的】【最】【后】【几】【天】【,】【她】【拥】【着】【我】【的】【双】【手】【,】【我】【不】【禁】【闭】【上】【眼】【睛】【,】【让】【那】【体】【温】【涌】【作】【我】【浑】【身】【的】【暖】【流】【。】【她】【伸】【出】【手】【指】【放】【在】【我】【掌】【上】【,】【一】【直】【贴】【在】【我】【的】【掌】【心】【,】【静】【静】【地】【,】【如】【久】【航】【的】【船】【儿】【进】【港】【。】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【不】【再】【温】【厚】【,】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【不】【再】【灵】【动】【,】【母】【亲】【的】【手】【已】【干】【枯】【如】【冬】【天】【的】【杨】【叶】【,】【唯】【有】【五】【朵】【月】【牙】【,】【净】【如】【雨】【后】【的】【荷】【花】【。】【那】【双】【手】【在】【半】【空】【划】【一】【道】【曲】【线】【,】【如】【苍】【老】【的】【鹰】【盘】【旋】【,】【它】【栖】【在】【我】【头】【上】【,】【抚】【摩】【我】【的】【面】【颊】【、】【我】【的】【短】【须】【、】【我】【的】【泪】【眼】【,】【目】【光】【平】【静】【地】【望】【我】【,】【如】【朗】【月】【,】【洒】【幽】【蓝】【的】【光】【在】【池】【边】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【星】【期】【三】【的】【清】【早】【,】【太】【阳】【很】【好】【,】【风】【吹】【起】【楼】【顶】【的】【雪】【,】【天】【地】【间】【撒】【下】【白】【色】【的】【花】【。】【我】【为】【母】【亲】【洗】【手】【,】【这】【是】【平】【生】【第】【一】【次】【为】【母】【亲】【洗】【手】【,】【即】【使】【在】【她】【与】【病】【魔】【斗】【争】【的】【数】【年】【里】【,】【她】【都】【自】【己】【洗】【手】【。】【这】【双】【手】【瘦】【如】【枣】【枝】【,】【体】【温】【艰】【难】【地】【穿】【过】【皮】【肤】【。】【当】【我】【重】【回】【她】【身】【边】【,】【捧】【起】【她】【的】【双】【手】【,】【她】【反】【而】【抽】【离】【,】【摩】【挲】【我】【的】【手】【背】【,】【然】【后】【攫】【住】【:】【“】【儿】【啊】【,】【歇】【歇】【吧】【,】【我】【的】【病】【好】【了】【。】【”】【眼】【睛】【望】【着】【我】【,】【手】【却】【颓】【然】【落】【在】【床】【头】【如】【一】【截】【干】【柴】【。】【医】【生】【做】【了】【最】【后】【一】【次】【检】【查】【,】【吩】【咐】【护】【士】【拔】【掉】【母】【亲】【的】【给】【氧】【管】【。】【我】【最】【后】【一】【次】【握】【住】【她】【的】【手】【,】【感】【到】【的】【仍】【旧】【是】【一】【股】【暖】【意】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【娘】【啊】【,】【让】【儿】【再】【为】【您】【修】【修】【指】【甲】【,】【为】【你】【戴】【上】【银】【指】【环】【吧】【。】【那】【是】【我】【儿】【时】【一】【场】【大】【病】【愈】【后】【,】【拥】【抱】【我】【的】【这】【双】【手】【上】【那】【银】【亮】【的】【指】【环】【再】【也】【不】【见】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【三】【个】【月】【过】【去】【了】【,】【我】【的】【心】【如】【冰】【封】【的】【土】【地】【。】【偶】【尔】【打】【开】【母】【亲】【的】【衣】【箱】【,】【在】【一】【个】【发】【黄】【的】【半】【朽】【的】【布】【包】【里】【,】【发】【现】【用】【旧】【书】【裹】【着】【我】【的】【鞋】【样】【儿】【,】【大】【大】【小】【小】【,】【每】【片】【鞋】【样】【上】【边】【,】【歪】【歪】【斜】【斜】【是】【母】【亲】【的】【字】【:】【小】【利】【,】【×】【岁】【。】【又】【看】【见】【母】【亲】【银】【针】【飞】【舞】【,】【又】【看】【见】【母】【亲】【捧】【给】【我】【的】【新】【鞋】【。】【我】【不】【禁】【泪】【水】【涟】【涟】【,】【闭】【了】【眼】【睛】【,】【想】【念】【母】【亲】【那】【双】【手】【,】【想】【念】【她】【手】【上】【的】【银】【指】【环】【。】【■】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【(】【指】【导】【教】【师】【_】【付】【奎】【树】【责】【任】【编】【辑】【_】【草】【北】【)】【<】【b】【r】【>】智飞生物【<】【p】【>】【还】【有】【沉】【香】【开】【山】【救】【母】【的】【故】【事】【。】【跟】【有】【股】【人】【味】【了】【自】【己】【的】【母】【亲】【,】【辞】【官】【不】【做】【。】【<】【/】【p】【>】

智飞生物:汽车美容店起名

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